Digimon...My childhood!

Suddenly had the urge to watch back Digimon Adventure season one. I used to watch when I was young. And it was my favourite cartoon..now is called anime. LOL. And I would never miss any episodes. Every weekend would wait for the Digimon to show in NTV7. My favourite character is Yamato and favourite digimon is Agumon. Haha..I've started to watch back this anime in YouTube...Miss it~

Random Thoughts

Yesterday my love handed me a brochur about a university in UK. And is the university he's planning to go. He showed me the accomodation there and he said the rooms are big and 'classy'. I felt a bit depressed as he will be going to UK after he finishes his studies here in KL. That will be in 2011. But I'm already sad upon hearing his plan of leaving. Well as his gf and wife and I shouldn't stop him and should support him no matter how. Haiz..But...I don't know how am I going to be here, 3 months without him. Fahamlah he dun like to chat on9, dun like to blog, I duno how we are going to keep in contact for 3 months! Haiz....Loukong...Love you..promise me u'll keep in contact wif me no matter wat! Else, I'll go MAD!

The John Moores University of Liverpool..

I WAN GO OUT!

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Waiting for the day

I came across a website on a wedding gallery and I took some of the pictures that I found it so sweet...And I can't stop imagining that I'm in the picture. The honest word is that..I want to get married too...to the guy I love so much...my dearest loukong...Lee Jian Choong!

Baby, I Love You so much! Will wait for you! Always waiting for you!

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Em...today is kinda moody also. I feel abit down today. Mayb is because of exam. Monday is the day...my first paper. Damn shit le..I wan baby home le. I wan talk to him ease my stress...Loukong....I love you!

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Suddenly wanted to drop down something here in my blog. It's been a long time since I last wrote smth serious in my blog. Em. Emo stuff also not much. I didn't have time to write it down here. So sorry for that. I kinda miss writing down my feelings here. Today I want to do that again. Now I just stopped reading my notes just to write this down. There's smth in me that I couldn't explain. Something that made me down and not happy. Am I thinking too much or being too over sensative with this? I guess no. There's smth that bothers me. Izit exam? Or him? I guess both also bother me a lot. Studies...well, I like 'terumbang ambing'...Floating without direction. I just read read read and read and I feel as if I don't really put in much great effort and I have a feeling that I'll do badly. Em...I don't know what else to do but to study. Perhaps coz I'm not relaxing myself at the same time. I feel tensed and wanted to cry actually. This morning I cried and sobbed for a while without knowing why. Mayb because I wanted to release a bit of my tension and sorrow. For him, I feel so damn worried over him. Seriously I feel something's wrong and he said no. Well I don't know is it coz I was thinking too much and being too oversensative bout this? Em..I feel he's like avoiding me. And never talk much to me. Even when I'm around. Feeling awkward and speechless. I don't know how to say it but I just don't like that feeling..Its not nice. But izit reali a prob or not?

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NO IDEA!

Worry

I'm worried over my baby..

I want you healthy loukong!

Take care k? God bless you!

Why is that reason important?

I was happy as I thought that both family accepted both of us being together. Though is still called 'friends' rather than lovers, but we're together. Suddenly out of no reason, she wanted to stop us. Giving me a reason that sounded damn ridiculous to me. 'If he's sick with diseases than there's NO for me to let you two go on the relationship.' I was angry and couldn't accept that piece of idea. What's the link between that and me and him being together? She said that she doesn't want our children to be the victim, as diseases can be inheritated. Well, bullshit! It's not those totally heredity diseases. Just the risk factor being inheritated. Not the disease. Haiz..This drew me n my love to the lowest level of emotions and mood. Such a ridiculous reason. God! Please make him well and healthy. I don't want her to use that as a weapon against us. My love n me hav made it tis far, this is not the reason to tear us apart. Bless him please for I reali want him to be healthy rather than anything else...

Wedding in Ipoh

Cheers!

Brothers and me

Dad n me

New couple

Cousins rockx

Me n MUM

Family Pic

Girls..

Me, Mei Kheng and Mei Ying

Cousin and her husband

Obvious

Its OBVIOUS that I love you loukong! Damn loving you. Pls dun ever leave me...for I reali need you in my life!

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This is Obvios from Westlife!

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Yeah, ooooh...

We started as friends

But something happened inside me

Now I'm reading into everything

But there's no sign you hear the lightning, baby

You don't ever notice me turning on my charm

Or wonder why I'm always where you are

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I've made it obvious

Done everything but say it

(I've crushed on you so long, but on and on you get me wrong)

I'm not so good with words

And since you never notice

The way that we belong

I'll say it in a love song

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I've heard you talk about

(Heard you talk about)

How you want someone just like me

( just like me)

But everytime I ask you out

(Time I ask you out)

We never move pass friendly, no no

And you don't ever notice how I stare when we're alone

Or wonder why I keep you on the phone

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I've made it obvious

Done everything but say it

(I've crushed on you so long but on and on you get me wrong)

I'm not so good with words

And since you never notice

The way that we belong

I'll say it in a love song

Yeah...

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You are my very first thought in the morning

And my last at nightfall

You are the love that came without warning

I need you, I want you to know

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I've made it obvious

So finally I'll say it

(I've crushed on you so long)

I'm not so good with words

And since you never notice

The way that we belong

I'll say it in a love song

And sing it until the day you're holding me

I've wanted you so long but on and on you get me wrong

I more than adore you but since you never seem to see

But you never seem to see

I'll say it in this love song