It has been a
few months since I last dropped down a post here in my blog. I was
really busy in the past few months. Many changes came about and most of
it included, quitting my job in KL, moving back to Ipoh, finding new job
(with our baby about 3months in my womb), preparing for pre-wedding
photo shoot, arranging for wedding day, looking for house and etc.
Phew...as a matter of fact, it is really really tiring. My husband and I
faced a lot of challenges and there were times we were down and almost
gave up due to these obstacles. Finding a new job and settling down back
in Ipoh were the biggest decision we had made together. My husband is
from Johor and he is willing to sacrifice everything to come back here
and have our family together here. I am indeed very touched and
appreciate his thoughtfulness of the coming preparation for our little
one- who to take care of our baby when we work?! That was when the idea
of having my parents to look after our baby came in, and that is why we
are willing to move back to Ipoh and settle down there once and for
all.
After
we have moved back here to Ipoh, we looked for jobs and luckily, we
have found one. Unfortunately, it was just a 'stepping stone' job as we
were not appreciated by the company. =( Well, life is not always smooth
sailing, right? We fall, and we stand up again. I had difficulty in
finding a job due to my pregnancy. WTH! But never mind, I take this few
months opportunity to rest and give the best attention to our baby. ^^
The story continues. So, we had our wedding ceremony completed on 16th
September 2013. Due to insufficient data, I am not able to upload any
pictures here in the blog but definitely, the day was the best moment
for my husband and I. We were so damn nervous on that day, especially
me. I was physically and mentally exhausted since 2-3 days before our
wedding. Many preparations need to be done, and nobody was helping us
except my besties. Until the day before wedding, I was even more
exhausted and had a bad insomnia. My husband was not sleeping beside me
and no matter how tired I was, my eyes just cannot close and rest my
mind. I even cried for not being able to sleep =.=" and the next day,
two swollen eyes and terrible dark circles. My bad! My makeup artist was
shocked to see my eye bags and to be honest, I looked so tired that
morning =( But thankfully, everything went smooth and we are happily
married now =)
Everyone
is asking me, "How is your married life?" I was like,? "It's just the
same as before" Haha... Indeed it is almost the same as previously
because we have been living together like husband and wife, and now, it
is the same. The only difference is that, our mind are focused on the
beautiful pictures of our baby's arrival. Sometimes during the night, we
will have our little pillow talk, imagining how our baby will be
like..."He will suck his baby soother and sleep, and hubby will gently
rub his little head, kissing him on the face, sayang him like nobody
else". Beautiful isn't it?! ^^ My husband and I are excited and nervous
awaiting baby's arrival. Count downing to 3 months before labor. OMG. It
is really near. We two have been asking each other the same
question.."Will I be a good mummy/daddy?" and we both reply the same,
"Yes, you will be a good mummy/daddy. I have faith in you". Nobody have
experience being a mum or dad, and the on-going practice and care will
make us better and more confident as a parent. A lot of things are going
to be tough and it will definitely test our patience and tolerance
level. But, I have faith that if we do our best and patient, everything
will be fine.. ^^ Hubby, you can do it. No worry. Just remember, we have
each other to lean on and to rely on.. =) Everything will be fine and
we will be GOOD DADDY & MUMMY for our little biri...
Ok, so long for this post..Shall update again soon...
Love,
Grace
