I want things back to normal

Yesterday, after he pulled me bck into the car, I straight away forget the anger b4 that and felt happy that he still care for me and wanted me to stay. If reali dump me there I would never forgive him. But he didn't. I felt sorry that I made him angry di yest. Haiz. All coz of me. I hope things wil be ok soon. Hope he can forgive me.