Waiting for the day

I came across a website on a wedding gallery and I took some of the pictures that I found it so sweet...And I can't stop imagining that I'm in the picture. The honest word is that..I want to get married too...to the guy I love so much...my dearest loukong...Lee Jian Choong!

Baby, I Love You so much! Will wait for you! Always waiting for you!

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Em...today is kinda moody also. I feel abit down today. Mayb is because of exam. Monday is the day...my first paper. Damn shit le..I wan baby home le. I wan talk to him ease my stress...Loukong....I love you!

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Suddenly wanted to drop down something here in my blog. It's been a long time since I last wrote smth serious in my blog. Em. Emo stuff also not much. I didn't have time to write it down here. So sorry for that. I kinda miss writing down my feelings here. Today I want to do that again. Now I just stopped reading my notes just to write this down. There's smth in me that I couldn't explain. Something that made me down and not happy. Am I thinking too much or being too over sensative with this? I guess no. There's smth that bothers me. Izit exam? Or him? I guess both also bother me a lot. Studies...well, I like 'terumbang ambing'...Floating without direction. I just read read read and read and I feel as if I don't really put in much great effort and I have a feeling that I'll do badly. Em...I don't know what else to do but to study. Perhaps coz I'm not relaxing myself at the same time. I feel tensed and wanted to cry actually. This morning I cried and sobbed for a while without knowing why. Mayb because I wanted to release a bit of my tension and sorrow. For him, I feel so damn worried over him. Seriously I feel something's wrong and he said no. Well I don't know is it coz I was thinking too much and being too oversensative bout this? Em..I feel he's like avoiding me. And never talk much to me. Even when I'm around. Feeling awkward and speechless. I don't know how to say it but I just don't like that feeling..Its not nice. But izit reali a prob or not?

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NO IDEA!

Worry

I'm worried over my baby..

I want you healthy loukong!

Take care k? God bless you!

Why is that reason important?

I was happy as I thought that both family accepted both of us being together. Though is still called 'friends' rather than lovers, but we're together. Suddenly out of no reason, she wanted to stop us. Giving me a reason that sounded damn ridiculous to me. 'If he's sick with diseases than there's NO for me to let you two go on the relationship.' I was angry and couldn't accept that piece of idea. What's the link between that and me and him being together? She said that she doesn't want our children to be the victim, as diseases can be inheritated. Well, bullshit! It's not those totally heredity diseases. Just the risk factor being inheritated. Not the disease. Haiz..This drew me n my love to the lowest level of emotions and mood. Such a ridiculous reason. God! Please make him well and healthy. I don't want her to use that as a weapon against us. My love n me hav made it tis far, this is not the reason to tear us apart. Bless him please for I reali want him to be healthy rather than anything else...

Wedding in Ipoh

Cheers!

Brothers and me

Dad n me

New couple

Cousins rockx

Me n MUM

Family Pic

Girls..

Me, Mei Kheng and Mei Ying

Cousin and her husband

Obvious

Its OBVIOUS that I love you loukong! Damn loving you. Pls dun ever leave me...for I reali need you in my life!

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This is Obvios from Westlife!

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Yeah, ooooh...

We started as friends

But something happened inside me

Now I'm reading into everything

But there's no sign you hear the lightning, baby

You don't ever notice me turning on my charm

Or wonder why I'm always where you are

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I've made it obvious

Done everything but say it

(I've crushed on you so long, but on and on you get me wrong)

I'm not so good with words

And since you never notice

The way that we belong

I'll say it in a love song

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I've heard you talk about

(Heard you talk about)

How you want someone just like me

( just like me)

But everytime I ask you out

(Time I ask you out)

We never move pass friendly, no no

And you don't ever notice how I stare when we're alone

Or wonder why I keep you on the phone

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I've made it obvious

Done everything but say it

(I've crushed on you so long but on and on you get me wrong)

I'm not so good with words

And since you never notice

The way that we belong

I'll say it in a love song

Yeah...

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You are my very first thought in the morning

And my last at nightfall

You are the love that came without warning

I need you, I want you to know

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I've made it obvious

So finally I'll say it

(I've crushed on you so long)

I'm not so good with words

And since you never notice

The way that we belong

I'll say it in a love song

And sing it until the day you're holding me

I've wanted you so long but on and on you get me wrong

I more than adore you but since you never seem to see

But you never seem to see

I'll say it in this love song

Eat till You Drop and Dead

Today went to have steambot buffet. Fun but it was really really expensive man. Haha. But if you r eating enough, damn worth it ppl. Haha. Here r some pictures taken there. Mostly are sushi...ssssss my favourite food item there. You can eat as much as you like. Yummy. Hehe...yea..except for the last pic..its Fatt Gou tat I made myself...Nice?

Me and mum

Me n brother..so sleepy?

Grilling prawn n chicken

BBQ chicken grill

Salmon sushi

Baby octopus sushi

Erm...duno wat sushi is tis..just take pic for fun WAKAKA!

Crabstick sushi

Shrimp eggs sushi

Unagi sushi

Sushi

Fatt Gou..I made! [Bangga]

Holiday is fun..at least I can eat enough, work and play enough!

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Today went to KBox to sing with my best friends in Ipoh. It's been a long time since I last met them. Today we had lots of fun hanging around and singing together. Yelling, screaming and even dancing..Miss u guys alot. Reali alot. Love you all!

Singing..

Posing wif mic and remote control

Two caring friends

Yo..I love the rainbow behind us

We again..Look at Wai Leng (green shirt)..So cute

Wow..over excited..on sofa summore

WaiLeng sang non stop behind there

Yo..dance baby!

Seragamnya

Chia Wen, Jyn Ling, Me n Wai Leng

Big hug

Warm in ur arms girls..Miss u all

LOVE you guys

Playing around wif mic, fork n spoon

Close and warm

Sleep on us..

Analisis Lab!

Today had our first AM lab. Well, the lab had delayed for 2 weeks and today finally had it. Well the lab is beautiful with cooling environment due to the newly inserted air-cond but it was damn cold though. Haha. Had crazy sessions of teasing and gossiping around with classmates. There was a guy assistant during the lab, then he came over to my group to show us the technique to fold the filter paper so that the filtration will be faster. But he only showed it to my group. Well there r 2 malay girls in my group..Bella and Anis. Both pretty and I started teasing them saying that he wanted to get their attentions. Then later when he went to help other groups, we told Bella and Anis that he wanted to get attention and to pick the right girl to ask for no. Haha..Bella was teased so badly by me. Evil leh..haha..but it was FUNNNN!

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Antron with glucose and soya bean sampel

Anis n Me

Bad Attitude

Today wanted to eat KFC and so, we went to KFC at Jusco Wangsa Maju. After lining up for so long, finally we reached the counter. The line was slow all because the cashier was taking order slowly and working so slowly like a tortoise. When I've ordered adn he took the wrong order, I corrected him. Wow. His face went black and started throwing my food to the table. When I paid, I gave RM100 note. All because I got no other smaller change. He replied me saying..' Takde duit yang besar lagi ke?' I was like..wat??? So rude. I'm the customer, and I'm paying, not that I ate free food. He complianed??? I should have scolded him for his bad attitude towards the customer. Ish...Where's the standard of the workers nowadays???

I'm Doing 'Thesis'

Haha..Imagine that I'm on the stage and waiting to receive my graduation degree cert..I'm wearing the robe and holding beautiful flowers..walking towards the Chancellor and receive my long waited scroll. I'm at my graduation ceremony. After the hardwork of finishing my thesis and after 4 long years of studies, assignments and activities. Well, back to the reality, I'm only in my second year, but feeling as if at my 4th year. Noe y? I'm actually doing a lab report which is as thick as a thesis. Don't believe??? Scroll down..

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Notice the thickness? It's thicker than a calculator

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My lab report.

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Hard work...!

=p Well after long days n weeks of work I feel so happy and relieved. And proud!

YES! LaiPeng you CAN DO IT!

Up Up Up

Nah..it's time for update again. Hehe...Yesterday went for movie..The latest animted movie- UP. At first b4 I watched it I kept thinking that it's little kids movie but then seriously seriously it is damn funny. Really. <2> Watch it if u haven't. Wow I feel so relieved that the assignment..the first lab report is done finally wif 100 over pages. Then the next lab report can be passed up after Raya and the last will be before exam, that is mayb end of October. Wahaha. All also doing half way di and I can finish it in time. Wat a glad thing to think about. Happy le..

At LRT station..syok sendiri

Update

It's been a long time since the last time I wrote. Wanna update you all again. Well, now that exam and simulasi are over, the next thing that comes to me is piles piles of assignment. Reali alot assignment to do. Damn alot. Penilaian Status Pemakanan having 3 lab reports to hand over next week. Haiz. One lab report is like 70 pages plus. Wat lab report is tat? Haiz. Then, Pemakanan Sepanjang Hayat having 2 assignments too. One is scrap book another one is seminar. Psychology too..one presentation and hardcover plus CD are wanted too. Stressnya. Seriously I'm stress with these works. Pimples also growing di. Wanted to go out relax but these works pull me bck. Can't relax...Work...!!!