Em I need strength and so does HE

YOU Can Do It =)

Exam is always smth that makes us headache and stress. Especially to those who r not prepared for it. I wil always avoid myself from facing such dizziness thats y i will study at least a month earlier. Hehe. Now that I know bf does not have enough time to study for his final, I feel worry as well. Feel nervous for him, feel stress as well. He started to have the giv up talk..saying he sked he cant do it. I support him and ask him add oil..Darling..ADD OIL. U can do it for sure. U can. If u reading this..i wan u noe that u always the best in my heart. U advice me to do my best n say ' I can do it'. So u muz able to do it as well k? We both muz work hard for our career. U sure can!

New semester

Today just started new semester. Was sad at the beginning but then wen I met my frens and coursemates and started to chat a little, the feelings gone better without knowing it. Hehe. I'm reali amazed that I could be happy today and did not sad like I always did. Dunno y. But I feel happy that he cheers me up and tried hard to make me smile back. Thks my love. Class was ok and I beginning to enjoy as well. Today I smiled a lot. To almost everyone. I feel great. Hehe..Look out le the coming sem, I'm going to do my best this time...although I always did..=p..

More Holiday Pictures!

Do my bear bear looks like professor?

Look meh look?Mei see koh leng lou shu ar?

Bobo and little babies

Nice cod?

Christmas in 1u

Lots of tong yun

Dinosaur eggs

Y daddy wasnt looking at camera?

Wan chicken wing?

New set of sofa and coffee table =)
Lobster belongs to my bro
Yorkie..Bf holdin him
Beloved uncle and me

The holiday almost ends

28/12/08, Sunday

Today I went to shop with bf at KLCC. Today's mood was terrible. I was not happy all the time but then he realized it and took chance to cheer me up. Appreciate that. At first I was struggling to overcome the bitterness that my results was sucks. Then I managed to forget about it. However, I'm still afraid. Even until tis very moment, I'm still afraid to face the coming semester. Yesteray of no reason I suddenly cried. I couldnt hold back my emotions any longer. Many things that I'm facing and almost all are not good things, not those that wish to happen. Like, I dunwan to leave my bf, its going to happen soon. Then, I want to hope to stay with my fren nxt year when she comes to kl to further her studies, and this dream almost vanish wen she msged me telling me no. Haiz. I'm scared that I cant hold on. Darling..I nid u to support me. oh God..wat am I suppose to do? I nid strength and stand up again. I used to be strong, but y? Y am I like this now? I really headache le. god tell me wat to do ...

Wonderful Christmas With Darling

I had a sweet and happy christmas with my beloved darling. We woke up in the morning and I surprised him by putting my specially handmade christmas card on his pillow and wore a christmas hat and pretended to be sleeping. And when he awoke, he hugged me and wished me Merry Christmas. We were so happy and hugged each other. He told me that he didnt buy me any present for christmas. I thought it was true. But then he surprised me yesterday. We decided to go 1 utama to celebrate. When I finished bathing, I went inside and hung towel, to my surprised, I saw a big present...written..' To: Dearest Lai Peng..Ho Ho Ho Merry Christmas. You're in the good girl's list...From: Santa'..I knew it was from him. Coz I never really believe santa flew to Msia to give me presents. Then I walked outside to prepare his breakfast. Again..I saw another present in the fridge with the same message. I was so happy and rushed into the room and hugged him. Saying thank u. but he kept saying its from santa. He gave me a teddy bear and 2 boxes of Ferrero Roche. So sweet., Then we went to date at 1 utama. And watched movie...Yes Man..and...I wanna say...YES..I LOVE YOU JIAN CHOONG..Thks for everything

The Holiday I had In Ipoh

Bro and Me..goin 4 wedding dinner


The dinosaur eggs..tong yun


Brother and me..Yummy chicken wing and ham


Steambot


Prawn, ham and chicken wing


Brandon

I came back from hometown di. I had a peaceful and enjoyable holiday. I went to a lot wedding dinner and had a few dinner together with my uncle's family. It was fun. Hehe..em..Then, another thing was...I could celebrate Tung festival with my family. Hehe.. Made a lot dinosaur eggs..actually is tong yun. Hehe..Em..this holiday encountered alot of things. The relationship between me and siblings got better and so with my parents. Another thing is that my family ans uncle's are getting closer as well. The first week I got back there was to attend nephew Brandon's birthday. He indeed handsome. Alot silly things. I took a few videos. Then, we had seafood dinner and steambot with BBQ. Phew. That BBQ was the most exiting experience ever. It was rainin damn heavily..and then, the water level rised till almost into the house. All we did was continue BBQing and steamboting in flood. Haha..really nice experience. While playing with water we ate and laughed. Hehe..Reali crazy. Haha...Look at the pictures and video lu..Enjoy!

Long Time Didn't Write

Its been a long time since I last posted something on my blog. Haiz. This whole holiday like alot happened. Had sad and happy times. Happy because I could be at home. Sad is because I couldnt see my bf. Yesterday I came bck. I be with him again. It was so nice and I'm really happy to be with him again. But the bad thing bout today was I got my results. I was so shocked. Reali shocked. And at the same time I was really jealous with my coursemate. He got 3.89. Damn geng. Me? 3.13. Haiz. dropped alot compared to matrix. But I shouldn't give up because I didn't study smart like all people did. Haiz. I'm realli terrible. I dunwan worry him again. I should study hard.I should work hard the coming sem. I must...I must!!!!