Taking care of my health

I used to drink Scott's Emulsion but out of the sudden someone suggested me to take fish or cod liver oil instead as these oils are pure liver oil unlike Scott's Emulsion which are not purely 100% fish liver oil.

So, I went to those Chinese Med Shop and purchased a bag of fish liver oil. Well, it's a product from China, but my family has been trusting and dealing with this shop for a long long time and since the owner convinced me that the fish liver oil from China is OK and not having any problem, I purchased it for a try to see if it's good or not. It's not expensive -RM9.50 per 500 capsules. Cheap actually...! Haha

Well many benefits of fish liver oil and I hope it can improve my health in long run!

Stressful time ahead

Life still have to move on, to a more depressing month ahead. I'd received an email from my course mate saying that preparations needed for the coming new semester. Well, unlike our catering posting b4 this, clinical training is something more serious and definitely needed more effort and attention in order to get everything smoothly during training..

Unfortunately, I've been too focusing with my part-time job and tuition classes at night and sort of neglected my study recently. After reading the email I began to notice that I've been left behind for so long...Yea, I'm left out behind..I can't catch up with the things that I need to prepare. Left another month to new semester and, I still now blogging instead of studying...Haiz..Useless me

My baby boy been emotional lately and just recovered from his emotional state. He's still not in the mood to care much over what am I facing and I kinda depressed as well. But nothing can be done about it actually. If he doesn't care much I can't do anything also..Sad right? Haha...but I can't change anything about this! I must learn to love myself more...if other ppl doesn't care or love me, I still can love myself..and I must learn to protect myself more, and not letting ppl to hurt me anymore...especially those I love sincerely...

Today I made my love promise me will not neglect me no matter what. Even if he's not in the mood to talk, at least inform me, but not just neglect me and hide things from me...and this actually made me feeling so so bad the past few days...as nothing I can do to make him feel better and worse, he's not telling me how he is feeling exactly..depressing right? But nobody can understand this feeling that I ALWAYS feel...sometimes is really san fu and painful...

If you love me, then promise don't let me worry and sad anymore if can...if can, don't let me feel so bad anymore....will you baby?

I feel that I'm very alike with Kae-In in the Korean series I'm currently watching- Personal Taste, she sacrifice a lot and think about other people more than herself. She cares more about other people's feelings instead of her own, and in the end, she got hurt so many times...Haha..like me, care so much for other people and forget myself...=(

Haiz..got to continue work....

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Hope can go through this without him...

Korean Drama Madness

Been watching Personal Taste- a Korean series. I like this series because it's a very funny series and another reason is that the actor and actress are so cute. Throughout the whole series there were alot funny scenes and they are really cute couple...hehe..=) make me think of my baby boy!

Updated skin routine

My previous posts mentioned that I had terrible skin with many breakouts and scars. It was super depressing and I switched my skin care routine to something else to calm the breakouts. Like for example I cleanser using oatmeal every morning to help reduce the amount of chemicals on my face from ordinary cleanser. And it really calmed the skin down as it does not have lots chemicals but just oats! =) Gentle enough for my skin and hydrates it.

As for night time, I cleanse using Cetaphil gentle skin cleanser. Well, put aside already my other cleansers. All of them were not as good as this baby here! =) Cetaphil cleanser is so so so gentle, perfect for all skin types and problem skin like acne and eczema. Now using this for about two weeks already and so far so good as it doesn't irritate my skin and pimples at all but somehow calmed it down. Skin slowly improving now.! Yeah! It's totally different from other cleansers I used b4 this as it doesn't clog pores, mild, hydrating, and does not foam up. Which in other words it cleanses the skin without striping the moisture from the skin, so skin is supple and hydrated after wash!

Babies that improved my skin condition lately: Oxy Blemish Control Moisturizer, Simple's Soothing Toner, Cetaphil Moisturizing Lotion. Oxy 10, and Cetaphil Cleanser

Next baby here is the cetaphil moisturizing lotion which I use it as my daily moisturizer already. It's very light and runny (which means more water than oil in it). It's also not comedogenic (will not clog pores = won't cause breakouts). Give ***** to it.. The very first time I used this was terrible as I apply the normal amount that I use, and it cause my skin so oily. It's over moisturizing my skin and making it so oily and I broke out. Then, I stopped using it and slowly adjusted the amount to half of the normal amount I used, and surprisingly, it absorb so quickly and not oily at all...=) Makes my skin so soft and hydrated all day..I couldn't believe it. After that day, my skin started to improve and I can see it's glowing, and not because of oil, but because my skin is so moisturized after using this! Yay! Found something that works so well now..Happy!

Owh, skin happy I'm happy too! I know I spent alot on products but all is because I can't find something that can stick to my skin long enough and doesn't give me significant results..but I do hope that something simple and gentle like what I'm using now can make me stick to it forever! Hopefully!

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I wanna go OUT

My life now is super dull without my friends and baby boy. I miss all of them. Though with my family, everyday my routine is the same which makes my day dull and boring. Nowadays since I've started to help out with Maths tuition at wijaya, my wed and thurs are even more tiring and boring. Haiz..I got to teach for whole July. What a pathetic month. I got no own time for wed and thurs because I got to work during the day and the few hours b4 tuition classes I got routine job to do at home everyday...sobz..

Wat a tiring day and boring life here without baby boy. Wish he's here to bring me out...Miss u my love

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XOXO

How lucky am I

Do you know how a person is considered lucky?

A person is lucky to be in love

A person is lucky to be able to love someone

A person is even luckier to have some who loves him @ her

A person is the luckiest when he @ she is loved by the person he @ she loves..

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How lucky am I to be in love with this guy

How lucky am I to

be loved by this very particular special guy

Where am I to find someone who loves me, protects me, care for me and willing to spend the rest of his life with me?

What can I ask more when this guy willing to vow to be with me forever, despite having to face all my weaknesses?

So, am I the luckiest person to have him?

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Yea, I am the luckiest girl on earth to have Lee Jian Choong in my life...I love ya baby..Muacks..

Missing you greatly baby..='(

Hoping to Heal my SKIN

Hello people. I remembered that I mention about my distress over my skin the past week and now I wanna say I'm glad that my skin has improved after a week of using oatmeal to cleanser my skin in the morning and using a gentle cleanser. =)

I'm happy to share with u my routine. Haha..morning cleanse with oatmeal and at night using gentle cleanser. Every time after shower, I will moisturize right away using Ego's QV Lotion. It's a lotion formulated for dry and sensitive skin. After a week of using this moisturizer, skin is smoother and more hydrated of course..

Now, I also purchased a gentle cleanser for skin which is

from the famous brand Cetaphil. I've just used this cleanser for two days and I can tell that it's very gentle and does not dry my skin at all even after I pat my face dry..=) nice and soothing. Cool thing is it does not foam up at all.. =) Gentle for even baby's skin. So I will try for some time see how is it for real.. but it has made my skin less red and obviously healthier..=)

The bad thing now is that the QV lotion has actually expired. OMG. I just saw it. It belongs to my mum and she doesn't aware of the expiry date. Now that the lotion has half of it left, I got no idea to continue using or get a new one.. =.="

But I will give Cetaphil cleanser a few more days trial and if it's really improve my skin, then I might as well get their lotion as well..Gentle stuff always care more for our skin..I begin to believe it now..!!!

XOXO

Updates

Well I've neglected my blog for a long time again. Forgive me. Lolz.

There are just too much things to share here in my blog. I'll put this like a diary then. Back to my life here the whole last week. Last week was kinda tiring because I work whole week at grocery shop. Sunday although is a holiday but then at home I still have to help out at home. =( A lot to do and it's really tiring. Working at the grocery shop is an interesting job because I get to hear so many gossips and things happening around my hometown, and also in Malaysia.

Another cool thing is that I can play and work at the same time. There'a a cat named Lucky at the shop and she loves to play hide and seek with me. But she always managed to make me jump while we're trying to peep at each other. We also run around the shop. It always started off with having me chasing after her, but slowly it appears that she's chasing me after a few rounds of marathon. Lolz. Sh'e so cute and adorable..=) Next time I can consider a cat as a pet..

Another thing was, last week I broke out like hell. My face was red, painful and covered with huge and small pimples especially on my cheeks, temple and forehead. It was very painful and sucky because I couldn't help but to touch it, and it made things worse. I suspected that the cleanser sample I got together when I purchased my toner, was a culprit to the breakout because before I used it, my face was ok but after that my face turned into a disaster. Now that I've stopped using it, my skin actually clearer now and no more massive breakouts. =) Thanks god..I cleanse with a gentle cleanser as I read from the net, gentle products actually work best for all skin type and those with acne and pimples. So I cleanse once daily with gentle cleanser and in the morning with oatmeal....Oatmeal? Yes u din read wrongly, I use oatmeal to cleanse my skin every morning now. It makes my skin glow and hydrated. Best is, it's cheap and not harmful at all because it's food that we take in..doesn't have much chemical...I got this idea from Bubzbeauty..check her out too! =) She made awesome makeup, hair and skincare tutorials..

Ok till next time..bye

And take care...

XOXO