Finally It's Over!

Exam finally is over and so is the Khidmat Masyarakat Similasi Program. So glad that it's over. K..let me tell you bout the program. The program was held from last Friday (29/8/09) till yesterday (30/08/09) at DK 1, UKM KL. Haha. Well, we didn't sleep there of course. We just had to go back to the hall every morning for the program. Em, this program mainly is to train students on how to prepare a correct proposal when organising a program espacially in university. Em somehow the program is beneficial as we got to learn a lot new things and the correct ways to do things. The first day we were divided into groups and the assignments were given. We had to prepare a proposal and all sorts of things the next day. So saturday, we used it to finish up all the assignment given and then practice the sketch. I was the OKU kanak-kanak lo. Haha.Then Sunday was the presentation day. We presented the sketch and wait for other groups too. Damn boring yesterday. Almost slept. But the program was not tat bad after all. Kinda fun too to be working with so many different people from different courses. But yesterday nite was not fun or happy at all. I got no idea wat happened too. And the cold war had begun..again!

Wanting the SHIRT!!!!

I went through a website which shows all sorts or outfit for both men and women. And I saw a few outfit which I found them beautiful...to me le. Haha..The first one I love most. I'm searching for this shirt for a long time. Just like it. Although it's kinda like simple and not 'Hot' enough but simple always the best for me. Hehe..Others I found it sexy and nice. Em..if I wanna wear, wait til I drop more fat and weight. LOL!

Oh oh..left out this pic. My bf playing his guitar. Adorable le. And the moment the guitar played, I kept smiling, coz I was charmed by his position that time [holding the guitar] and made me remember the first time he played his guitar to me, after a few classes and seriously, I felt touched...Love ya baby

Everything's Fine

Luckily everything is fine. My infection is getting better, after following doctor's advice and take medicine everyday. I really hope that everything will be good and better after this. I'm worried of being a sick people for my whole life. I heard from ah ko that urine infection once get will take a long time to cure completely.
Once if didn't get enough water, then the infection will come bck.
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Gosh this is so so so scary! I'm so afraid of this, till yesterday night I cried. Really scared.

=( Haiz...Today exam was ok. Erm well there r some that I don't know how to answer especially the calculation part. Haha. I didn't know what crap I wrote there. Simply did some calculation. Hopefully get a mark or two =p. Haha..dahlah din study past year properly now still want simply write to get some marks. Terukla me. Haha..Bf also ok bck. I was so worried that he was angry at me. He said he was angry that I don't listen to him. Ngek ngek..Haha..I didn't hug his pillow to sleep so he'a angry. But everything's fine! Today I went on9 finding for Sammi Cheng's songs. I used to have her songs in a casette but that casette already gone. And suddenly I wanted to listen to her songs again. I remember that I would listen to her songs when I was not happy and would even cry. Haha..silly me..

No Mood...=.=

Today feel no mood as my loukong is no mood too. He's angry at me and I got no idea why he's angry. Why? Why? I think I surely did smth tat made him angry at me till don't want to talk to me. Seriously I got no idea why.Ish. I hope he'll ok soon. Cause when he's ok, I'm ok too!

Chocolate Lovers...

I came across the forward email with some interesting pictures which I would like to share with readers who love chocolate. Last time, after we've finished eating our chocolate, we would throw away the boxes and the wrappers. Now, with the modern technology and creativity, chocolate boxes can be taken in too. Chocolate boxes that melts in your mouth, not on your hand!

I'm SICK!

Oh the sick I meant is not H1N1 or flu or fever or what. But somehow it's a serious disease if not treated early. Luckily I went to see the doctor, if not I would be still doubting and worry over the symptoms that I got. The symptoms that I observed include, the urge and frequent urination, but the urine volume is very low. In the morning, I began to feel uncomfortable, feeling so wanting to urinate but then when I went to the toilet, very little product came out, and there were burning sensations. I felt worry di. When I got home, again the same situation happen. I felt more worried and the first thing that came to my mind was urinary bladder cancer. Then, I felt like going to toilet again. This time, there were blood. I felt so scared and cried to my loukong. He strongly urged me to consult a doctor and I agreed. My mum suggeste me to wait til 2ml to see whether is it just awhile problem. But I couldn't take it anymore. I wanted to know what's wrong. Then, when I saw the doctor and told her my situation, she said most probably I have urine infection. I was shocked and got no idea why it happened to me. My urine sample was taken, And gosh, the moment I saw my sample, I was like..."SHIT". The urine was brown in colour and had traces of blood. I was stunned. Oh GOD! Before this the urine was still the normal colour of urine..In just an hour, the colour turned brown. Damn it. Then, the doctor said my urine damn dirty and I was diagnosed with urine infection. The reason, she said mayb I was not driking enough water. When not enough water, the kidney will conserve water together with the dangerous and toxic minerals. Thus this will cause infections. But then she even said that urine infection once came, it might come back again in time if we do not take good care of our kidney. Then, she said luckily I came early, or else I will not urinate at all coz its too painful. I'm glad that it's not cancer. But then, I'm worry that this problem will follow me till the end of life...Oh God...bless me plszzz!

Oh Stupid TimeTable

Arghhh...The time table so shity man...Ish...Today...ish ish only 2 hours class. Then have to go back to KTSN for the Antropometry lab. Haiz. I feel so tired and lazy to be travelling home...But then I wanna go home rest. Haiz. Should I stay in KT, or fac b4 2pm? Haiz Haiz..

Exam Soon!

Oh I begin to feel the stress around my friends. One of them even emo le. I felt the stress too. Ish..I feel no confident le. Scared with exam. It's next week. And I'm like not so prepared. Plus a bit like no feeling. Relax. But I kept wondering is it a good or bad thing to feel relaxed at this moment..Oh God..please help me to get thru this...

I'm babk to IPOH!

At home now. Just cut hair. Hehe.Shorter a bit now. Got to c my family again is the greatest thing ever. Too bad that until this very moment, I haven't get to c or talk to my little brother. Well both of them having extra classes and cocuriculum activity. I miss them both. The reasons I bought back my laptop is to show them the games I got from William and loukong. A lot PopCap games. Hehe. I want to share my treasures with them. Hehe.Noti..like 'gao wai' them. Hah...Influence them to play games. Ngek ngek. My bf dyed his hair. I wonder how he looks like now. Curious..

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Undescribeable Feelings

I don't know why yesterday was not in good mood again. Supposingly I saw him would be happy but then I couldn't smile. I just stare blankly. Maybe I want him to understand me more. I want him to know what I'm thinking without telling out. Is it possible? Sounds impossible. But that's what I wanted him to know. Want him to know what I want form him. I know it's abit ridiculous but sometimes I can't explain why am I behaving that way. I'm weird. So sorry to him that he has such crazy and weird gf...

No Moooddddd!!!

Today my mood is like the weather..moody..and calm. I don't know why or what happened till I'm so down and moody. I was like this since yesterday night. What made me this way? No idea.

JPD Interaction Day

Today I was the MC of the day. It was my first time experience as the MC..proud of myself. I was told that I was being too fierce to the juniors.. Coz I kept shouting and asking them to listen to me. Well, smtimes the juniors kinda like baby dun listen to instructions. So wat to do? Shout and get their attention. But then I turned gentle abit in the end. Haha..But today the program turned out abit messy as it was the first time running of things by the 2nd year. Well, as for me..I lagi la..Kelam kabut di. Running here n there looking for the director of program. Haha. But..I did a pretty good job too. Bangga..WAHAHA. But the sad thing that I heard of was William being snatched and warded in HKL. Oh gosh heard the news was so worried di. And quickly message coz wanna pay him a visit. Then found out that he was in for surgery coz his lung kept bleeding. Oh God..I was wondering was he being stabbed by knife? Oh those people now reali crazy. Get the belongings di still wan to hurt people. Ish. I wish him well soon..Hey William..God bless you! We all here..the JPDs will pray for ur speedy

recovery and good health!

Beware of H1N1

Hey everybody..BEWARE of H1N1..I feel that this disease is spreading and becoming worse. Yesterday my bf had fever. Before this he was sick..having flu and sore throat. Yesterday, he had back pain and ody ache. It was just like the symptoms of H1N1. Oh God I was so worried and I rushed him to the doctor. The doctor said he had fever and other than that he's ok. Not H1N1. Oh luckily. Gosh..Good that he's alright. Those out there...Careful..and Take care of yourself..Beware...Of H1N1

Deep Emotions

Yesterday....

Suddenly I was in deep emotion..

I wanted to cry..

Never knowing why..

I began to feel the stress growing in me..

Afraid of exam again..

Felt that exam is near..

And I'm not confident at all..

I'm afraid to loose..

Afraid that I can't do well as before..

Parents will say I'm a silly girl for worrying..

Well, this is me..

A girl who is afraid of failing..

Yesterday..

A fren talked about his life now..

His depression and saddness of ver his past..

I felt sorry for him..

And when I told him to cheer up,

And told him about P.S I Love You,

My eyes filled with tears..

I felt sad..

As I'm just like the girl in the book..

Depends a lot to my bf..

And keep wondering..

If one day..

He's not with me anymore..

What will happen to me?

Will I be strong?...

Or..

I'll be sad and weak like her?

Never knowing it..

Never wanted to imagine....

Life...

What is it all about?

An Unexpected Surprise

Today I woke up around 8.15 am and that time, my beloved already rised and went outside. I had no idea where he went. I thought he went to toilet. But then as I stretched and looked around, I saw an item. It was wrapped in red present paper. The first thing I saw on the surface of the item was ...'Love You'. I felt happy and grinned. Smiled as I know it was from him. The present was on top of the card he made for me yest nite b4 we slept. The card was made from an A4 paper, folded. At the front, it was written..

To: Lou Po


Happy Anniversary
Lou Po!!!
I Love You

From:
Lou Kong

Inside, he wrote...

Happy Anniversary

I Love You

Sorry this is the best that I can get for you

Yesterday when he made that card I felt he was so sweet to be so thoughtful about our anniversary which is today..2nd Aug. Well to be exact, it's our 2 year and 2 months anniversary being together. All the time, such anniversary we would rarely giv present to each other. This time is different. Yesterday nite, he asked me where is his present. I said I never prepare one because I never do. Oh now I felt bad...

Because...

He gave me an expensive present. Oh God. He gave me...

A Book

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P.S I love You and If You Could See Me Now..

Its..RM 49.90..

Damn Expensive. I never expect him to spend so much on the present. I never wanted him to over use his money. Oh..I felt so bad that I didn't get him anything. Oh shit le. Haiz..He even woke up early to prepare breakfast for me. Oh..I love you honey. Ish..How can I not loving him?

He's just innocent and loveable. Ish..

I Love You Lou Kong..

Thkas for the present and lovely breakfast..

Happy Anniversary! <3

Breakfast from him

The Book

PC Fair 2009 at KLCC

Today I went to PC Fair with my bf and it was my very first time there. Wow..the place is reali "people mountain people sea"..Und? Meaning alot people. Haha..Translate to Cantonese you'll understand. Haha..Well, the first time experience was great though. It was a lot of people, crowded and I felt very suffocated. I enjoyed but at the same time I kept an eye on my belongings. Haha..Too many people dangerous too as those 'people' might 'panjang tangan' le. U noe le, so many people buying all sorts of expensive computer accessories, surely these 'people' are in a good chance to perform their job. Haha..Anyway. the place was awesome. Every stall or counter were like racing to get most business. The promoters were standing all the way, handing over brochers and promoting their products and promotions. Some even followed as around. Crazy. Not to forget too, many sexy and pretty girls promoting as well..Surely they were paid at high salary for it. Some even dressed up like little girl, with high boots and mini skirt, and with 2 ponytail by the side of their head. Haha. Today after walked for a long time, after searched for the things I wanted..finally I bought a 8GB Kingston Pendrive, a 4port USB port and my MP3 earphone. Besides that, the celcom broadband is undergoing promotion, and I subscribed to it. Spent RM 317 for it. Hehe..But worth it. Hehe..OH..I felt happy to buy the things that I've always wanted.
Yipeee...

My ear phone

Celcom braodband modem

8GB pendrive