Deep Emotions

Yesterday....

Suddenly I was in deep emotion..

I wanted to cry..

Never knowing why..

I began to feel the stress growing in me..

Afraid of exam again..

Felt that exam is near..

And I'm not confident at all..

I'm afraid to loose..

Afraid that I can't do well as before..

Parents will say I'm a silly girl for worrying..

Well, this is me..

A girl who is afraid of failing..

Yesterday..

A fren talked about his life now..

His depression and saddness of ver his past..

I felt sorry for him..

And when I told him to cheer up,

And told him about P.S I Love You,

My eyes filled with tears..

I felt sad..

As I'm just like the girl in the book..

Depends a lot to my bf..

And keep wondering..

If one day..

He's not with me anymore..

What will happen to me?

Will I be strong?...

Or..

I'll be sad and weak like her?

Never knowing it..

Never wanted to imagine....

Life...

What is it all about?