End di!

We ended di! I'm not wiiling to let go! I love him so much and not willing to let go! But...that's the end of us!

Update Update!

Okay..so long for the emo emo post before this. There were some misunderstandings and miscommunications between my love and me. MUST try to improve it and make things better..Hope he's willing to talk bck to me..K..Just to upload some pictures..

Me..Going to take brother's UPSR results

The seahorse watergun I got for beloved 'HeongHeong'

Crocodile..HeongHeong's most wanted item

Today I fried fish!!!!

The product!

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Went to watch NEW MOON with my best friends..It was a so so movie le..But not bad..Em..after finishing the movie we went to shop wif WaiLeng..Oh god! Be kuli [juz joking]..Carry her stuff for her..Walked til patah kaki di! Sob2...='( But stil..I got to try a nice red dress..Very nice but too short! Haiz..And expensive..! RM49..Hehe..We ate at FOOD n TEA HONG KONG restaurant. The food kinda nice and the set lunch was ok! I din take any picture coz too hungry to do so..No energy..! LOL. Wen I was devouring the dessert, WaiLeng added some of her green apple tea juice into my 'Guai Lin Gou' And...it tasted kinda good actually! I had fun wif my friends..They were the one that I talked to most bout my problems...and gave me lots of advice and opinions..THKS GURLS! I LOVE U ALL..Come bck we meet again k? Bless all of u!

The dress that I tried on

The 'Turtle Jelly' with green apple tea juice

Joan, ChiaWen, Jyn Ling..My pals!

I Know What's Wrong Finally

Haha! I didn't know I'm such a sucks GF. Haha..I didn't know at all! Haha..I thought I'm a goof GF. Rupanya I so teruk. Sucks lo. Haha..Funny! Guess I reali need to change the whole package of me..Haha..Or mayb I dun even deserve to have a bf? Haha..Mayb...LOL!

Cook Cook

Today I learnt to make popcorn and also helped to cook. Hehe. Its easy only. Haha..Loukong..Come bck KL make for u k? I know u love popcorn..

Then just now helped mum to cook crab. YUMMY! My love's favourite again. Crab crab sing ar loukong!

The veges...

Back to Home

Back to home and had fun taking pictures around my hse with things that I wanted to pose with. For example this cute teddy bear..oh Loukong..I miss Bear Bear Sing.

Then helped with housework. While doing the work, my dog jumped onto the bed and lay down there, tossing and sleeping on the bed. Haha. She was not lucky. I grapped her to take pic with me. Notice that she wasn't looking to the camera? She was forced to take pic wif me. Pity

Cleanin the fan

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Went to night market and bought new watch. Haiz.the old one...it 'Died' at a very horrible way...Mati Dipijak! I stepped on it accidentally. And broke the glass till it went into my feet. Haiz. Clumsy me. No wonder loukong called me Clumsy Pig. SOb2... ='(

This morning went to market with mum and then saw ppl giving away puppies. 3 of them and 2 of the puppies look exactly like my dog when she was a puppy. DAMN CUTE! Our neighbour is looking for a male puppy and we picked this black puppy. Cute rite?

Today...my loukong messaged me. Out of sudden he told me this:

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" Em..I love u. I love u very very much...so so so much. More than I can say..I love u darling"

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Loukong..I Love U too..More than words can say!

Outing and Date

Yesterday had outing with my fren KehLen. We went to buy our Genting tickets and also my train ticket. KL central had some kind of exhibition from Zoo Negara and so happen to saw some pythons and parrots. I didnt manage to take any pictures wif them. But I got a pic of the parrot. Hehe. The Genting ticket was way cheaper than we expected. Haha. It was RM35 instead of RM42. The package includes both ways travel, cable car and Genting outdoor entry fee or buffet lunch. Hehe. We also got the coupons for unlimited bowling and cupcakes..[for cheaper price]. Went to MidValley after that and watched The Time Traveller's Wife! Not bad!

The parrots

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Today went to date wif my love. We went to LowYat to get my long waited laptop skin. It was cheaper then the one I saw in Wangsa. Pretty cool right? Love it.

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Then we had our lunch at the KIM GARY restaurant. Had the cheesebaked rice lunch set! YUMMY!

My cheesebaked rice

'Yin Yang' coffee and empty bowl of my cream soup [I finished devouring it b4 take pic] =P

Dessert of the day..puding!

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Arrived home around 4 and then rested. I made dinner for my love and this time..I have pictures to show u. Hehe..Enjoy!

Dried mee

Chicken with hardboiled egg and carrots with cabbage salad

P/S: He said 100 of 100% loves it!

Pimples pimples go away

Arghhhh! Pimples..hate you..faster go away...! Em...hate it hate it! Go away...damn you!

Logo Design Again!

As exam is over, it's time to update my blog again. Hehe. Yesterday was the last day of exam. Today I fall sick. Haiz. FLU..God..Sneeze non stop till afternoon. Even when I was buying my lunch, the 'dilute' mucus was flowing down thru my nostrils. YUCKS. And I felt kinda san fu. Need to take my food and also make sure the mucus didn't drip out. Hehe. Sucks. Well last week or last two weeks? I had black pepper chicken chop rice. YUMMY! Let's c carefully. Doesn't the arrangement looks like a face? The baked beans is the 'hair'. Chicken chop is the mouth and the egg and rice are the eyes. Haha..Ermm..Forget the chilli bottle..Hehe..

Then just now designed logo for Ambang UKM 40's T-shirt. I designed it b4 exam but it was sucks seriously. This time it's much more nicer [I feel]. =D. Perasan le..

Final is Over

YIPEEEEEE!!!! Yeah Yeah...Exam finally is over! LOL..Just update to say this..HAHAHA! Happy holiday people =)

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Supposingly studying now. But having the urge to blog at the same time. LOL..Waiting for YouTube to load my Digimon Adventure Episode 49. Haha..Seriously digimon not cute KehLen..But somehow I find it more interestin than Pokemon lo. Haha. At least it's not childish. =p. I LOVE DIGIMON! [No nid comment on this]. Yea. Now having my Food Atlas with me. Em..trying to memorize the table of food exchanges and also..the equivalents..So many food pictures. Hehe. Talking about food..to night going to cook again for my beloved hubby! Dinner for tonight..emmm...we're having fish wif black beans, steam eggs and salad as appetizer. YUM YUM =P Yesterday pulak had broccoli with button mushroom in oyster sauce, pork patty, cabbage with pork soup and also vegetarian analog. YUM YUM once again =P. Baby seemed to love it as he could finish everything. Em..I hope it tasted ok. Haha..I must admit that I'm not reali good at cooking, but..I love it! [Well, wat to do! The feeling is there in me!] Baby if it's terrible tell me k? Hehe..I LOVE YOU! Later update on the food again la..Wanna brush up the memorizing thingy! Cheers!

Exam Ending Soon!

My god! Exam reali going to end soon! Can't believe it myself..It's already bout 3 weeks. Last paper will be on Monday next week. Oh now...damn lazy le...since having so much days to read. Haha =D Teruk la me! LOL. Oh the past weeks were kinda stress as the papers all just alternate days. My Nutrition frens already having theirs great holiday since yesterday. Haiz. NOT FAIR! Although I end my paper on Monday, I still need to wait till 17th to go bck to my family there in Ipoh. Ha! But the waiting surely worth it. I'll be going out wif my frens for Genting and going out wif long-time-never-see ROSEY and BRO!. Haha..Currently at loukong's house. Waiting him bck while studying. Tonight will be cooking. Hehe..Cheers! Long time never show off my skill le..Haha =P. God god god faster end plzzz..Faster end...I want to relax le...Want holiday!

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P/S- Sorry for the previous post! I was damn emo..Made you worry..Sorry!

Feeling Low

Suddenly feel like blogging. Still reading my psychology notes for 2ml's paper. But suddenly got the feeling to write down. As refer to the post title, yes...feeling low. This feeling just came like that. I feel very low when come to compare with my love. My love is planning to go overseas soon. In 2011. bout less than 2 years from now. Suddenly the feeling of being 'low' came into my mind. He's from a good family background, with relatives from good background and education. Most of them from overseas background. And soon my baby going to the outer world to explore and get his studies over. He's going to be gaining alot of experiences out there. I wonder what he will be that time. Will he come back? Will he staying there forever? Will he plan to go on with his life there and move on without me? Will he just leave me here?

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My baby said he planned or maybe will continue studies there for his Master. I got no idea how long more for that to over. Em I guess is because I havent get used to the idea we are apart for so far n so long. Haha. ='( He's going to get a good cert out there. And going to work with a good cert. Me? I'll b doing my degree in Malaysia only. And till this very moment, the thing that brings me so down is that people out there dun even noe what UKM is. Haiz. Being so 'not known' is reali sad to know. When my love told me bout the uni out there..I feel speechless....and down...low..I feel I'm not good enough for him. Nothing to him. What I heard from the relatives will still in my mind and I wil never feel proud of myself anymore. Especially when with such 'high class' ppl around me. When my love come bck...he'll be saturated wif knowledge and experience out there. I'm having nth..low..so low...what am I to do? Sigh...!