Unexplainable Feeling

Today, my feelings were..so..unexplainable. I duno y. Somehow I actually feel so excited that this cming weekend I'll be able to meet up wif bf and I thought till sun nite. Mainly because the cming weekends are so near to exam. I feel should focus more n stay at KT. But then, I feel like meeting him longer le. Wen got to noe that sun having college dinner felt like not goin. But then ppl said we paid early of the year in our skul fees. So its like better go. But I so em seh tak him. Dunwan go bck so early le..Sob2..plus nxt week another dinner on sat. That one duno can meet him or not le.Sob2 Oh I seriously duno how. Plus so many things goin on lately I felt so tired and annoyed to go for stupid functions. I rather just stay at his place n study do my things. Rather than wasting time n money on unnecessary things..Help me!!!

Lovely Weekend

Weekend was great people. Haha...Actually I duno y great le. Felt happy lo. Especially past few days. Friday onwards I cooked dinner for bf, wait for him home and had dinner together. That feeling is...hard to describe le..Reali hard. Just feel so hapi taking care of sm1 I love. Just now a fren told me he broke up wif his gf. I felt sad too and worry coz this seemed to affect him alot. Pity him so much. Haiz. I hope he's fine

Lab...FUN tasting Different Cheeses

My Fried Egg

Today the most interesting part of the day is the PPM lab. Today get to try different types of cheeses. Ok..let me share my knowledge with those who love cheese but duno bout the differences of cheeses. Ok..The first pic is..my fried egg. C the well-shaped structure? Haha..Proved that my skill is ok lo. Wahaha..SS la me..Syok sendiri!

Edam Cheese

Ok..Next is the Edam cheese. This cheese is very solid in the sense that wen we bite it, the mouthfeel we will get is that the cheese hard, not easy to melt in out mouth. It's salty and not very strong smell or taste.

Extra Cheddar Cheese

Next, the Extra Cheddar Cheese. This cheese harded compared to Cheddar cheese. Its more salty and stronger flavour and aroma compared to Cheddar.

Cheddar Cheese

Then, the Cheddar Cheese. Well, Cheddar is the softer Extra Cheddar Cheese. It's salty and less flavour and aroma compared to Extra Cheddar Cheese. It has milky flourful dan melts once in our mouth. Yummy.

Cheese Spread

The Spread Cheese. Like cream only. White in colour, soft and creamy texture. It tastes the best because it is soft. not salty and milky flavour. Its soft texture make it best for cakes and bread spread

Blue Cheese..C the blackish colour? It's mold..or..'kulat' lo!

Lastly, the Blue Cheese. I hate most. Haha. This cheese still having live molds or fungus on it. That's why we can c the greenish black spots on the cheese. Wen tasted, YUCKS..Terrible. Tasted like spolied cheese and it had very very strong flavour plus soft texture. I guess those who loves it reali loves cheeses. Haha..I love everything except this...But it was fun...!!!

New Update

Hey there ppl. Few days didnt update blog di. So update a little le. Haha..These few days things ran normally actually. Studied like normal, enjoyed my day. Especially yesterday. Haha..Went to celebrate Jeremy's 21st bday. Haha..he was so damn crazy la..Haha..The celebration was crazy adn fun. Haha...Duno since wen all JPD students became the 'Mui Yan' di lo. Hehe..Pity Siew Yeek. But fun though.

JPD Coursenite 2009

Jeremy Se Chee Heeeeee!

KangKang n Me

WahPeng, Me, Catherine, Kehlen

LaiMei, MeiXin, KarHau, Me

Me, MunYan, LeongChuan. PeiRui

Susan, Me, ChunLi, KehLen

ZhuWei, Me, HengYue

Petrina, SiewFen, AhChai, Me

KehLen, William, Me

PeiRui, MunYan, Me

Wiiliam and I

Siew Fen, Me, KehLen

2 days ago, which was on Saturday, JPD first year students had our first course nite. At first I was hesitating whether going or not. But in the end I went. I never regret goin because it was fun. Ok let me share wif u all the progress of it. Since I just jogged and damn hot to go bathe. Haha. Ok...the coursenite reali a stress to everyone from JPD in the beginning. We had to plan out the performance. Em..there were 4 performances from first year. Spanish dance, singing, drama and also fashio show. Firstly, the dancing. Haha. I never expect guys to join at first but 3 of them did and this dance was splendid. Too bad I didn't take any video. If not should upload it here. Then the singing. A lot songs were sang but then the most crazy and captured my attention was William n Kar Hau. That song was from Miriam and they sang till damn emo lo. Haha..couldn't stop laughing. Then Kok Hau also not bad. Walaueh..the voice like JJ oni. Haha..damn geng lo. Then the fashio show. Em..no nid say the all models are sexy, and pretty girls. The theme of fashio show was recycling items. Very 'chun' one. Haha. Then drama..my performance. I act as Pikachu lo. The drama was bout fairy tale. And I was the Pikachu, in skirt that day. No costume. Imagine. Haha..wen my turn was up, I yelled..Pika-Pikapi-Pikachu..then the seniors were like laughing down there, so embarrassing. Sob2..paiseh le..Haha..but it was fun. I enjoyed. I went ot bf hse after that. More enjoy.

I got no mood to do things

Em duno y I like no mood to do anything le. After yesterday, today I like got no mood to do things. I like bored and dun bother much bout things happening. Em...y leh? Y like this? No one can hep or answer this besides myself. I nid to start my studies asap. I've stated to study but duno y like no boost like I used to be. Haiz. Mayb I too noti di. Lazy. Haiz...Ish Ish...NO NO..I MUST WORK HARD! I CAN DO IT!

I realize that I need Him!

I've came bck from bf's hse. Weekend wif him was so sweet. Its been a while since we last met. And I couldn't express how much I miss him and got so excited when get to see him on Friday then yest till today. But then today he sent me bck even earlier than b4 this. I got so down. And never talk much wen he sent me bck. So down ma. But then reach KT I realize that I no longer down. But then I felt missing him and wanted to c him talk to him. But too bad. Nid to wait til cming weekend. I wil ganbateh for exam..and also work hard...I cant wait to meet up...

Busy

Sorry everyone for the late update of my blog. Haha..Came bck to KL was so busy with assignments lab reports and also the course nite cming. Which is this Friday. Everyday need to go down for practise and rehearsal. Tiring. Till no time for own revision and work and even rest. Sob2..But I enjoy the hectic life..Not so boring and train myself to handle things properly!

Exam nxt month

Oh its already march and next month is exam. Y am I putting so much stress to myself? I don't know why. Just seems like I wan to do well since last exam I did badly. Haiz. This sem I hope got sm improvement. And perhaps I think this way stress up adi. Hope I can relax a little. Plus today just came bck from Ipoh. I miss home alot. Till cried just now. I hope I can be stronger, tougher like I used to be last time. I need my strength again. But...How am I going to do it??I heard ppl always say try relax urself, dun push urself, dun stress. But, I just like cant do it. Things just so wrong wif me. I goin crazy if continue like this. God..help me...Give me strength!

Goin bck to KL soon

i'm in Ipoh soon for my weekend holiday will be goin bck to KL soon..time reali flies..Dun feel like goin bck. Exam soon. Haiz. Hope can do well this time. =) I noe alot ppl giving me support. I won let them down. I enjoy my holiday in Ipoh..so fun. Sure miss it. Bro having camp. Ish...Without him like bored at home..coz no one to bully and chat with.Tues dun cm so fast le...

I nid to tolerate

Horsie

The park from top

Playground

Nice??

I nid to tolerate him. Love btwn two people nid toleration and understanding. Since I fail to b an understanding gf, I should try to tolerate and try b more understanding. I wil try my best to do that. I must! well, I wanna continue writing. Coz whatever I wrote bf might read to get himself updated. Haha. Well today had Microbiology lab. Deal wif bacteria...Wahaha. Sound dangerous?Yes might be right? Em today we prepared our slides from the colonies of bacteia and fungus. And..the worst part was..Ish..that damn E.coli culture. We were given an ungrown sample. So wonder the slides we prepared[3 times] were empty slides and we couldnt observe anything. Damn it. haha..in the end, we compared the sample wif other groups...our...EMPTY!!!!Wasted our time. Em..this Friday goin bck Ipoh without him. And I reali excited. But sad also..that I cant c him again. Actually might hav chance to c him nxt monday but since no more ticket, I got no choice but to cm bck tuesday morning. So..I goin bck myself, cant c him anymore..sob2..I miss him...Today no mood to study either. Got no idea y. Haha..and I went jogging b4 the rain falls. Hehe..and sweat alot felt so nice. Ko even called ask me wat's wrong sudd no mood study. Hehe. But I felt so happy so many ppl care over me. Ko..frens and I noe bf also. I manage to take a few pics of Titiwangsa Lake.

Now oni I realize

Last weekend I was a total terrible gf. Haha. I reali bad gf. Em..I dunwan mention wat happened but I now believe that I'm a terrible person. I'm so selfish. Reali selfish. Haiz. I dunno y I like that. I had a little prob wif bf and it was me giving the prob. Haiz. Like I said b4 I duno wat I want. Haiz. Crazy me. But then after ko told me bout the condition of working at site, I began to und the situation there. One side I began to get more worried over bf and the other side I und his situation as a new trainee there. Its stressful and tiring to him. I should und his situation and never make him more stressful and not hapi. I noe I'm very wrong this time. Luckily ko told me bout site. Now I realize how silly I was to misjudge my bf. I'm so sori...I'm realli sori. Hope u can forgive me.Now feel like continue writing. Today's mood is not so good. I cant explain how I feel. Many things happened and I cant handle it weel. Useless le me. I tried to control emotions and try to do well. But everything will be useless once its love matter. Haiz. I wil go lost once face prob wif bf. But I still love him a lot...

Explorace

Wow I joined explorace under college lo. Haha. Now damn damn tired lo. Haha.But it was reali fun. There were 20 groups, all enter first phase. First phase organised at Titiwangsa lake. My group name is Shin Chan. Cute? WAHAHAHA. Then our group got no 4 in the first phase and we were able to get into 2nd phase lo. The first task given was, cleaning the horse stable. Worst. A lot of ..... u noe wat. Smelly and damn cham le we nid to do it to get clue for the next check point. But that was better we oni ate coffee bean curd. Haha..Ivy was like goin to vomit. But perhaps we were damn hungry William n i finished it in 1 minute. Haha. The later our tasks were like, seperating diff beans, find tasks hiden, and even paddle boat to the other side of lake to fill water and cm bck. We even had to catch a fish wif tissue. Haha. Fun. There were questions asked too. One of it was.."Apakah gajah yang paling panjang?" N the answer we gave..Batu Gajah. Truth is, gajah yang beratur. Silly. Then the 2nd phase was in kl area. Wow. that was reali crazy. First we got down at Titiwangsa monorail then we nid to find out so called 'pengiring'. The purpose of him? Nah we just babysit him. He couldnt run fast and we nid to take care of him, bring him to every check point. haha. But we couldnt find him at first. So we were late lo. Damn late. So we were last. Em..I dunwan mention the 2nd phase di. It was silly. Tasks include, selling mineral water, perform infront of ppl..haha..but we cheated for both. We buy the water ourselves, then we never perform but got the score from ppl without performing. But in the end we got souvenier. Fun le,..tired...

What I want?

I duno what I want from him. Haiz. Yest I sudd told him that I dunwan to contact his this weekend. I actually don't want to say it but I got idea why I got the courage to say it. I actually missing him looking forward to weekend hopefully can spend more time for each other even though we can't meet. But then, yest after talking to him I felt a little bad that he like duno anything bout me this few days alot happened but I never get to tell him. Reason? Coz we rarely contact at nite. Timing not rite. So I duno think this weekend will b any difference. I think might even worse. So I dunwan get myself hurt or sad waiting for his reply.Y not just dun contact. haha. Sound so siu hei rite? But that's me. I am like that. I very not reasonable not understanding..Haiz...

Exciting n Mayb tiring weekend cming!

This sat will be my 2nd explorace in my life. B4 this I joined explorace in Matriks. I wonder this one is as challengin as b4, and as tired as b4. Just cant wait. Haha..n this weekend will be an enjoyable weekend. Going out wif ko. Then will c kai ma. Haha...sure enjoy! Oh today had a jog for half an hour. Then went to try the awesome gym-like equipments at Titiwangsa lake. So fun...

Busy Days To Come

After exam nth is more important than having all assignments and lab reports done. This whole week is terrifying. There are Micrbo and Biochem lab, plus PPM lab and then ASM assignment and Public speaking outline nid to be prepared. Its so crazy. Luckily I've done the outline and PPM lab. Now left Microb and Biochem lab. The ASM is finishing soon. Haiz. Things of coz not as smooth as I thought. Groupmate...haiz...gives me headache also. But stil its better than my fren'd groupmate. Em. Its better not for me to complain le. Coz there might be times where I'm not a group teammate. Haha...But this week things ok for me. Studies haven pick up bck mainly bcoz of works to do. Haiz. Weekend will study hard. Haha...last weekend was so fun. I was with bf. I reached there after exam and then cooked him dinner..It was so sweet. I was waiting for him like a wife did and the moment he came bck I was so happy. Haha..then last sat I went for hair cut. Til damn short and bf came bck he kept laughing at me. Gave me new nick name..but then he said its nice on me. Haha. The nxt day...sunday we went for our date after so long. we went for Valkyrie. Em, average movie. But wat I enjoyed most was spending time wif him. Just cherish it. I was emotional that day. Kept asking him is he willing not seeing me for 2 weeks? But now..i will ask him...are u willing not seeing me for 3 weeks??? Oh mainly bcoz I attending coursenite and cming weekend n next week I'll not see him. Just feel very missing and not willing not seeing him...

Cut Hair di..Plus Some Pictures

My hse during new year

The Front door

Nice?

My new hair..
Oh My God rite? Short? Yea short. I stunned wif my courage to cut this short..I wonder how bf reacts to it...haha..guess he might say..OMG!

Finally..it ended

Exam ended..wakaka..SOOOOOOOO HAAAAPPPPYYYYY!

Tired!

Yesterday slept late. I was on bed around 10smth and that was it. I kept turning on bed. It was hot and I kept sweating. Plus I couldn't sleep. Wen I closed my eyes trying to sleep, the next moment was I felt there was smth in my body, kept waking me up. Felt smth running inside me. I worried that I couldn't sleep so I called him up. He already slept coz he's working today. Felt bad also. But after listening to him, I started yawning. It was almost 3am when I slept. But then his voice was calming, I slept after talking to him.Thks. I hope Biochem and Microb ok later!.....Haha...but then the outcome....was terrible....Biochem I think like goin to fail le....Sob2....haiz..But I did my best di. Although alot that I reali don't know, but I tried my best to answer everything, shoot. Dun care di. At least I tried rather than handing empty paper. I wil b fine!

Friday Faster Come Pls...

Today is already Wednesday. Time passes very fast. I cant wait for exam to end actually. Later I'll be going for Genetic paper. In the afternoon will be Food Science. I hope what I read wil come out and hopefully it will not go too complicated or confusing. Haiz. I actually feel a little nervous for tomorrow's paper. Biochem and Microbiology. Hopefully can do it. I actually know what I read. Just that I dunno can answer the questions or not. Hopefully can. The Friday will come. The last paper is Pricipal Food Preparation. That paper appears to b simple but actually I'm sure its not easy. Nid to look at past year. I must ganbateh! Lai Peng you can do it!!!! Yes you can!!!! An hour ago I just finished my last paper for today. Em..to be honest there are 2 questions I shoot it because I didnt memorize the bacteria's name. Derr..U think its easy to remember wat bacteria responsible for wat food? I got no brain to remember that. Haha..=P Hopefully those I answered will cover the tembak answers I choose. Haha..Well day pass by so fast. Now nid to focus on Biochem and Microb 2ml. Hopefully its easy le. But I think won kua. But I can do it!!!! Sure can!