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How I miss u baby

Update for 3rd year 2nd Sem

Well well well, [blow blow blow]. I can see a lot of dust on my blog. It has been ages since I last updated my blog. Hell this sem really busy and I got no time to update much. Maybe once a month I will update! Haha...=)

Ok...enough of crap. Get straight to the point. Yes I'm more than half way through with my 2nd sem of my 3rd year life in UKM. This sem indeed is busy like usual but stil;l we are free to make use of all the given time with our thesis and community. Beginning of the semester was more on lectures on the courses we're taking this sem. Then we moved on with Catering posting. I went to Selayang Hospital for my posting and all I can say it was indeed a great experience and it wasn't as bad as it said by my other course mates. Well, I was so lucky to be able to be with my friends Jeremy, William and Syakirah. Lucky! =) [ double wink ]

After posting, we rushed like hell for the report and the report was like 80 over pages. Super freaking thick man!!!! Anyway after posting, my friends and I were totally separated for thesis data collection and community project..

I was suffering from a great stress and undergoing such pressure that I duno am I doing things right. I can feel that I'm a very irritating person to other people and there might even be people hating me so much! I know I'm not a good leader I must admit.. Too dominating, too controlling and sometimes very menyampah...

I wish to talk to people right now......but no one....

XXX END XXX

Dating with him!!! (update)

love u baby

Last outing with HIM

Since he will be leaving KL for sure, we've decided to spent some precious time together by going to places together. We went to Batu Caves together and went alot places with each other. No matter going to places like market, shopping malls, going for lunch and dinner, we will always be by each other's side..So here are the pictures took at Batu Caves...

TQ baby for spending so many time with me and being with me before u leave KL..I really appreciate everything u did for me! TQ...and I love u always..

Be back from UK safely k?? Waiting for u to come back!

Finally the departure is here

Tomorrow is his last day here in Wangsa. I won be seeing him anymore after this...I've been trying so hard to keep the emotions down. I don't know can I hold anymore tomorrow..If I listen to those sad and emotional songs I guess the tears will just flow down like an opened pipe..Since I've got nothing to do...I think I should just type out the feelings here than telling him. It's not easy to tell it out rite? Just write it out will be so much easier...

I've got to go through another year plus here alone without him. I don't know how that time will be actually. Unlike the time when he would be just in Ipoh and I was in KL, this time the departure will be like forever. Although the time for his UK leave is not here but can feel that he's leaving so so so soon. Even though for this time's departure back to Ipoh, I feel like it's just so soon. Previously I kept mentioning to him I can't stand it and I don't know how I will be that time here alone. If I need help, need company or need to talk to people, or if I got into any trouble, he won't be there anymore to help me or to keep me company. Everything also need to do alone and be on my own. Sob....='(....

The time difference will be 8 hours...I wonder do we have the chance to keep in touch. This long distance relationship can it still be maintained??? I've got no confident with myself...Can we maintain it???? I hope can...I hope I won breakdown that time...

Left another day only...I'm just speechless because it's really alot to say but it can't come out from my mouth...

I wanna say...pls dun leave....but it's just too selfish to say that....so...just keep it hidden in the heart......

p/s: I love u...take good care of urself in UK k?

My God Family.

It's been a long time since I last met my god family. Well there wasn't any ceremony carried out to seal the god family bond so we all just assume each other as the god family members. Yeah..I got a god mum, 2 god brothers and one god sister who's just came bck from England...They celebrated my 22nd birthday yesterday at their house.

I went to their house for a night stay and also to help with the CNY shopping..real fun...and came home to have the birthday celebration. I was so touched as this is the first time my god family celebrated my birthday with me and also this is the first time we took picture together..=) Will upload pictures soon..

2 more days to go home back to my family and also my beloved baby boy..waiting for it...yeah!

CNY soon!!! Yipee

Another year has passed and now..Chinese New Yeas is just around the corner. =) Everywhere I go there are decorations, new year cookies being sold..manage to see those shops and roads and even the shopping malls are filled with new year atmosphere. I kinda excited for the new year that is coming in less than 2 weeks time!

Happy CNY people..May this festive season brings u life and happiness all year round!

Being away from him

Miss the time together

3rd year posting starting di

Unbelievable that my posting will be starting next monday....=) Not only that, my bf will be going off back to Ipoh soon...I will be alone again...sobz...='(

What does she want?

I saw a file she gave my bf and I saw a message she left inside that document file..

p/s: really hope to celebrate Christmas with you this year… Hope to go gaigai with you… Haha. But it seems is impossible already… =)

I don't know what this girl really want from my bf...She's expecting him to be with her on special day like Christmas? I got no idea what she's thinking. It's as if she doesn't really notice that he's having a gf..

I've been trying to forget whatever she said to my bf...all those emo stuff she said to him bout my bf being cool at her...said she's sad having him treating her that way...bla bla bla...I und that I shouldn't be reading those things but I think I should know. I trust him completely but I duno what she wants from him....Brother as she claims?? She's showing me that it's more than that....

I'll never tell my bf how I feel or else he will think that I think too much...so I think I just let things out here...=)

I finally got my Laneige products

Oh I got my Laneige Water Sleeping Pack_Ex some time ago I think a months plus ago..This is a sleeping mask where we can wear to sleep and rinse off the next morning. This is a sample jar of 20ml and this is an award winning product =) I used this once or twice a week before I go to bed...This is a great mask btw..=)

Since MidValley's Laneige counter is having promotion, I went there to get my Multiberry Yogurt samples..I tried both out already and simply loving it...And I also tried out the Strawberry Yogurt Peeling gel..I got it from Jess and those samples of peeling gel are from Cherrie..Together with my purchase from Jess, I got 2 samples of Laneige Sun Block and Essense..Thks Jess and Cherrie..

I love Laneige...

Happy New Year 2011

Wishing everyone a good start of a new year..Happy New Year people..

Outing with Jyn Ling (2)

I went out with Jyn Ling yesterday to Mid Valley..I've been missing her alot and it was great to be able to hang out with her. We ate together during lunch. Well she had her favourite asam laksa while I had a rojak nusantara which is very very very normal. I thought it was super nice or what but it's just normal and hot..Not nice actually ='(

On top of that, we also went to the Laneige counters to get our Multiberry Yogurt Peeling Gel and Repair Pack samples. It suppose to giv trial pack but we were given sample sachet instead. It's kinda like got cheated..Arghh...anyway I tried the product out and it's reali reali soothing and I love the smooth feeling it left on my skin after that..=)

Ok...after that we shopped for shoes and I shopped for a slipper...Hehe..we camwhored before

leaving the mall...I love the time spent together..I love her...=) Besties forever...

I cherish our frenship...

Christmas 2010

Again..so quickly time passed...Another year is going to end soon. Baby boy and I just celebrated our Christmas this year and very soon will be heading back to our hometown together for New Year 2010 [just like previous year]..This year we'd celebrated at OneUtama. Early in the morning I got a surprised from him having to see the cute little Chip on my bed and then the ear phone. Then he told me that there was another present and hinted out to me to look for it in the closet...But I couldn't find it..Very blind le me..And finally found it..it's a simple dress..=) I feel so bad as I oni managed to get him a shirt as present..together with a handmade card...

Christmas with him was great. To be honest we didn't have a grand christmas celebration like other people would do..But we just had a simple hangout together and watched Narnia while holding each other's hands. After the movie ended we headed back home and had our lunch at home [just packed some food]..It's simple but the weekend was so great with him..We just stayed at home..talked and just relax at home...it's the most wonderful christmas I had for so many years...

Simple yet meaningful

I love the smile we had together..

Looks so happy together =)

This is an off-shoulder shirt I got for CNY nxt year..so pretty le the colour...

Here's the presentsssss from baby boy JC...

THKS for the memorable and wonderful christmas baby..I love u..

Being at home

Aheeemm..I understand that I left my blog for some time. Haha...Sorry for being so lazy to update my blog. Now I find that I have a little spare time so I use this opportunity to post something here. Just short update on what have been going on in Ipoh. Yup..I came home for about 2-3 weeks already and during this period I didn't manage to update my blog. Mainly is because I got nothing special to update about.

Being at home is just like any other days but the different thing is that I'm practically so much busier at home compared to being in KL's home. Haha. Well in KL is busy as well but is busy with assignments and work but once reach home will be doing homework and sometimes cook a little. However, at home in Ipoh, basically I will do a lot of things covering from housework, cooking for family and then to helping in family business.

I wan to apologize to people I know who doesn't know what my family is doing. I'm surprised that KehLen and Jeremy do not know about my family business. Well I never mention bout it to them so sorry for being so careless to inform them about this.

Our family business is carried out just at the compound of our house. We sell pet fishes and fish foods to people who want them. We also sell fish tank accessories and pumps and filters for fish tanks. Fishes that are sold here include Fighting fish, Guppies like Sakura and Red tail, Black Angel Fish, 'Rat' Fish, 'Tiger' Fish, Flower Horn and so on. This business is run by my dad and my mum and brothers help to sustain and manage the business as well. Everyday we will feed the fishes and few times a week we will have to clean the tanks. My dad will go out to catch and find fish foods like those red worms, 'kutu air' and drain fishes. I wish I can upload those pictures of fishes and fish foods here but I did not bring my bluetooth back so I keep those picture for nxt post k? I'm sure not alot people have seen those things before..=) But I am proud of what we are doing..it's our family business that raise us to adulthood and bring us all together..

Well being at home includes helping with family business. That's why I'm busy to upload any pictures or post here...Haha...Will update more k? Well my life in Ipoh bit boring once awhile but I kinds enjoy too...where I do not need to rush to work or class like I have to in KL...I pretty much like my life here with my family.

But....I also love the life in KL especially with my baby boy..We are just been together for so long and being together all the time made us so attached to each other and separating now can make us sad and miss each other so much...

He said to me yesterday.." U mean a lot to me"...I feel so happy to see this sentence..

Miss u baby....

Review: Skin care products

Ok..This post is mostly on product review. I had many skin care products actually. Haha..I'm not rich..but all these can be bought in the local pharmacies. Well most of the products I'm going to review have been used for quite some time. Some is finishing already..Straight to the point k? I did some short review of those products I've used but this time I wanna do a longer review of it with the purpose to inform people more about certain products I'm using. I go by the sequence of my skin care routine k?

1. Cleanser: Neoderma Liquid Soap

Brief intro:

This cleanser is made in Cyprus and it is best for combination to oily skin which I am having now. Meaning this cleanser is best for those with acne-prone skin.

Product and packaging:

This cleanser has a very handy bottle and it comes with pump and plastic cover which means it has hygienic packaging. The cleanser liquid is light brownish colour and it's a clear liquid soap. It has pleasant smell and when used with some water, it will lathers up into foam very easily and deeply cleanses the skin.

My try with product: I love this cleanser actually. It really cleanses my skin deeply and after dabbing my skin dry, the skin is squeaky clean...like hard-boiled egg after removed its shell..=)

Price: ~RM70++ (forgotten how much I got this from my beautician)

2. Exfoliator: St. Ives Apricot Scrub

Brief info: This scrub contains many apricot beads to gently exfoliate the skin.

Product and packaging:

This scrub packed in a squeezable tube and it is quite large tube, 170g which will last for quite some time since I will exfoliate only few times a week (not daily as it will thin out the skin fast and remember to be gentle while exfoliate ur skin). The product is in a quite thick consistency and it smells great!

My try with the product:

This is one of the best scrub I've used and I recommended to my friend as well. It's cheap and last for a very long time.. After using this, my skin will be so so so smooth. Seriously, this is great to use few times a week to remove the dead skin cells to promote skin regeneration.

Price: ~RM14++

3. Toner: Neutrogena Hydro Boost Clear Lotion

Brief info: This lotion is actually a toner in simple word. This toner has the function to hydrate the skin and prep the skin for deeper moisturizing effects from essence and moisturizer. It has progressive releasing system to promote hydration of the skin.

Product and packaging:

This toner has a very pretty packaging and bottle. It's a blue bottle in 150ml and it come with a simple turn cover and the toner smells a bit strong for me..But the scent is nice though.

My try with the product:

I just used this toner for twice actually. Haha..but I already love it. I love the feeling after applying this toner. It makes my skin softer and hydrated. It makes my skin light as well

Price: RM25++

4. Moisturizer: Garnier Aqua Defense Moisturizing Cream

Brief info: This product is made my fruits water like apple and it functions to moisturize the skin to keep it hydrated

Product and packaging:

This cream comes in a small tub made of glass and it has a lid to cover the opening before closed by the plastic cover. The product is light green in colour and smells so nice. Fruity smell I should say..=)

My try with the product:

This moisturizer so far is my favourite. I use it daily and everytime after I bathe so to keep my skin hydrated. I love the scent. It's not sticky and it's very easy to be absorbed into the skin, making the skin smoother and softer afterwards.

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5. Mask: Himalaya Mud Pack

Brief info: This mask is a mud mask with Walnut to gently exfoliate the skin during rinsing. Mud mask functions to dry out excess sebum, dirt and impurities from the skin, cleansing the pores and to control sebum production. It's best for oily skin

Product and packaging:

Like other mask packaging, this mask comes in 150ml and last for so long. It is a squeezable tube with tight cover. The mask is brown colour and dries off fast. It is very thick consistency as well

My try with the product:

This is I seldom use but lately, I've been using it few times a week. I feel it reali cleanses my pores and skin. It's a mud mask anyway, acting like a magnet drawing out dirt and impurities. I love this now! It dries out fast which makes me feel like having a face-lift.

Price: ~RM24++

6. Mask: Freeman Facial Clay Mask

Brief info: This mask made from avocado and oatmeal extracts. Functions to cleanse the face revealing softer and healthier skin

Product and packaging:

This is also a 150ml squeezable tube product. The mask smells great and it's blueish green in colour. The mask is easily to be applied and the tube is very handy and hygienic as it had a tight cover

My try with the product:

This mask is like a cleansing mask as well and I love this feeling after rinsing it off. However, I guess this is too strong for my skin if I'm having any scars or open small 'wounds' after my pimples being squeezed. =P..The product will give a tingling sensation at the area..feeling like stinging sensation there. Too harsh I guess...but if there's no pimples or wounds, it will do a great job to the skin...I love this mask as well coz after using it, the skin is like baby' skin..

Price: ~ RM18++

I'm home

I am BACK! Yes I am back to Ipoh. After cooking few days for my beloved baby boy I came back to my hometown. My mum asked me this morning..

" Actually, do you feel like not coming back when 'He' is in KL?"

And my answer:

" No...I will not think of not coming back. All I think of is stay bit longer to cook for him before I come back.."

Well, now this post is nth special but I just want to tell my beloved hubby that I realli miss him..I do...Baby I miss the time we spent together going for shopping, cooking and going out together, sleeping beside u seeing u sleeping and having to see u once my eyes open..Baby..I mean it..I reali appreciate all the time we spent together..TQ for being with me all the time..

Baby...I love u