Em I need strength and so does HE

YOU Can Do It =)

Exam is always smth that makes us headache and stress. Especially to those who r not prepared for it. I wil always avoid myself from facing such dizziness thats y i will study at least a month earlier. Hehe. Now that I know bf does not have enough time to study for his final, I feel worry as well. Feel nervous for him, feel stress as well. He started to have the giv up talk..saying he sked he cant do it. I support him and ask him add oil..Darling..ADD OIL. U can do it for sure. U can. If u reading this..i wan u noe that u always the best in my heart. U advice me to do my best n say ' I can do it'. So u muz able to do it as well k? We both muz work hard for our career. U sure can!

New semester

Today just started new semester. Was sad at the beginning but then wen I met my frens and coursemates and started to chat a little, the feelings gone better without knowing it. Hehe. I'm reali amazed that I could be happy today and did not sad like I always did. Dunno y. But I feel happy that he cheers me up and tried hard to make me smile back. Thks my love. Class was ok and I beginning to enjoy as well. Today I smiled a lot. To almost everyone. I feel great. Hehe..Look out le the coming sem, I'm going to do my best this time...although I always did..=p..

More Holiday Pictures!

Do my bear bear looks like professor?

Look meh look?Mei see koh leng lou shu ar?

Bobo and little babies

Nice cod?

Christmas in 1u

Lots of tong yun

Dinosaur eggs

Y daddy wasnt looking at camera?

Wan chicken wing?

New set of sofa and coffee table =)
Lobster belongs to my bro
Yorkie..Bf holdin him
Beloved uncle and me

The holiday almost ends

28/12/08, Sunday

Today I went to shop with bf at KLCC. Today's mood was terrible. I was not happy all the time but then he realized it and took chance to cheer me up. Appreciate that. At first I was struggling to overcome the bitterness that my results was sucks. Then I managed to forget about it. However, I'm still afraid. Even until tis very moment, I'm still afraid to face the coming semester. Yesteray of no reason I suddenly cried. I couldnt hold back my emotions any longer. Many things that I'm facing and almost all are not good things, not those that wish to happen. Like, I dunwan to leave my bf, its going to happen soon. Then, I want to hope to stay with my fren nxt year when she comes to kl to further her studies, and this dream almost vanish wen she msged me telling me no. Haiz. I'm scared that I cant hold on. Darling..I nid u to support me. oh God..wat am I suppose to do? I nid strength and stand up again. I used to be strong, but y? Y am I like this now? I really headache le. god tell me wat to do ...

Wonderful Christmas With Darling

I had a sweet and happy christmas with my beloved darling. We woke up in the morning and I surprised him by putting my specially handmade christmas card on his pillow and wore a christmas hat and pretended to be sleeping. And when he awoke, he hugged me and wished me Merry Christmas. We were so happy and hugged each other. He told me that he didnt buy me any present for christmas. I thought it was true. But then he surprised me yesterday. We decided to go 1 utama to celebrate. When I finished bathing, I went inside and hung towel, to my surprised, I saw a big present...written..' To: Dearest Lai Peng..Ho Ho Ho Merry Christmas. You're in the good girl's list...From: Santa'..I knew it was from him. Coz I never really believe santa flew to Msia to give me presents. Then I walked outside to prepare his breakfast. Again..I saw another present in the fridge with the same message. I was so happy and rushed into the room and hugged him. Saying thank u. but he kept saying its from santa. He gave me a teddy bear and 2 boxes of Ferrero Roche. So sweet., Then we went to date at 1 utama. And watched movie...Yes Man..and...I wanna say...YES..I LOVE YOU JIAN CHOONG..Thks for everything

The Holiday I had In Ipoh

Bro and Me..goin 4 wedding dinner


The dinosaur eggs..tong yun


Brother and me..Yummy chicken wing and ham


Steambot


Prawn, ham and chicken wing


Brandon

I came back from hometown di. I had a peaceful and enjoyable holiday. I went to a lot wedding dinner and had a few dinner together with my uncle's family. It was fun. Hehe..em..Then, another thing was...I could celebrate Tung festival with my family. Hehe.. Made a lot dinosaur eggs..actually is tong yun. Hehe..Em..this holiday encountered alot of things. The relationship between me and siblings got better and so with my parents. Another thing is that my family ans uncle's are getting closer as well. The first week I got back there was to attend nephew Brandon's birthday. He indeed handsome. Alot silly things. I took a few videos. Then, we had seafood dinner and steambot with BBQ. Phew. That BBQ was the most exiting experience ever. It was rainin damn heavily..and then, the water level rised till almost into the house. All we did was continue BBQing and steamboting in flood. Haha..really nice experience. While playing with water we ate and laughed. Hehe..Reali crazy. Haha...Look at the pictures and video lu..Enjoy!

Long Time Didn't Write

Its been a long time since I last posted something on my blog. Haiz. This whole holiday like alot happened. Had sad and happy times. Happy because I could be at home. Sad is because I couldnt see my bf. Yesterday I came bck. I be with him again. It was so nice and I'm really happy to be with him again. But the bad thing bout today was I got my results. I was so shocked. Reali shocked. And at the same time I was really jealous with my coursemate. He got 3.89. Damn geng. Me? 3.13. Haiz. dropped alot compared to matrix. But I shouldn't give up because I didn't study smart like all people did. Haiz. I'm realli terrible. I dunwan worry him again. I should study hard.I should work hard the coming sem. I must...I must!!!!

Its OVER!!!

Finally it's over. Exam is over misery is over. Yes Yes!!! I can't believe this is the end. Em..my mood improved slightly. Em. Better a little. Looks like going to rain soon. Em..I start to miss bf a lot. Haiz..i miss him. I wanna say sorry to him because I made him worry and sad with me today. I hope he will be ok soon.I love him and I feel bad that I made him feel sorry over the misery I had. I'm sorry darling. I promise to be ok. To be fine soon. Sorry coz made u worry. Sorry. Forgive me will u? Hehe..this sunday u'll be bck at 3 rite? Then b4 u leave I wan to c u again can? Go breakfast ok? Time and date we decide again can? I wanna date u.. can? If can..leave me a message saying yes..if no...miscall me..k? I"LL WAIT FOR UR REPLY



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Its WEDNESDAY!!!!

Yes! Today is Wednesday. The last day of exam and the last day of misery in KT. Yes! But then I only will be going bck home on Friday. I'll stay for few days at Puchong and will not update my blog le..Sob2. Ish. When I got chance to go CC I'll update k? Hehe. Today's mood is just so so. Ok ok oni. Not to say too happy not to say too sad. Haha. The reply was smth I expect actually. Hehe.Not that I'm not understanding but then the issue I brought up was smth that made me feel weird if I didn't feel it exist in happy relationship. Hehe. =) its normal I think. Hehe..Em..ok..Yesterday was tiring. Suddenly that Michael said wanted to move my things to bf's place wo. Dai Lou I only packed my clothes and everything still messy. Ish..But I still manage to pack in time. Heh Heh..I 'geng' leh?? Haha..=p Em then he treated me BRJ nasi lemak again with chicken. YUMYY!!! The crispy chicken and god I love the nasi lemak's sambal. Its tasty. Need to try it out lo. At Wangsa Maju oh. BRJ Bistro. Hehe..I'm promoting lo!! Michael damn damn nice. He helped me carry 4 luggages to bf's hse at 16th floor..erm..by lift of coz. With his condition and he managed to carry so much were impressive. I feel bad coz he didn't let me treat him. Haiz..but then I think he wanted Heong biscuit. He said wants 50 packets. Crazy. So I msged him saying ok he straight away called back n said I crazy. Haha..okok..Abang crazy Adik sure crazy sama sama lo! Hehe..Em..I hope everything will be ok at Ipoh till I cm bck..! I'll miss KL and miss him. Haiz..I just reach college again. I did smth very bad to bf just now. Feel bad. I dunwan to do that but then I did it. Like can't control only. Ish. I didnt hug him when he hugged me. When he said we'll not meet for a month I didn't show much reaction..but he didn't know that I'm actually sad to know the fact that we'll seperate for a month. I very missing him and will miss him a lot. And i didn't response to him just now. Actually I wanted to response but then I resist coz I feel as if.. he did that just because I raise up the issue this morning. Haiz. I duno what I want..

Finally

Em..in 10 minutes time I'll be going out soon. The ncm bck will pack. Today's paper was tough and I'm ready to die di. Haha. Well..I hope everything will be fine. Mood now has gone down. Haiz. A little disappointed but then I did mybest I should be ok. hehe. I should go out enjoy a little. But then I very noti, use alot money lately. Haiz..K la..go enjoy la LaiPeng. Dun think so much..Hey Hey I just came bck from Times Square. Wow really tiring. Ish. Went with Keh Len. We had rice at vege shop then went there di. Had Pretzel for the first time. Haha. Yummy!!! The hot pretzel, with hot choco topping. Yummy!!! Then saw a lot nice clothes. Almost went crazy. But the thing that made me crazy was...I saw a lot couple..and...my beloved not with me..Sob2..=( Darling...I MISS YOU VERY MUCH!!


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Ish...didn't manage to take any pic in the mall but took only one in the bus..Haha...i enjoy actually and when I reach Bukit Nanas station, I really feel like going down, then go to Dang Wangi to go to hs house. Ish..Miss him..I called him to talk and so happy to hear his voice again le..I feel happy back le..Thks Keh Len, for asking me out. Haha..2ml going bck home. So excited..!!! I mean going out of KT but not home yet..Haha..

2 days to go..counting today oh..!!!

Today is Tuesday. 2ml is Wednesday. Meaning that 2ml is last day of exam, last day of my countdown, last day of misery. I'm so excited can't wait for it to end. Haha. Perhaps that I'm too excited that's why I can't sleep well these few days. Even yesterday I can't sleep well again. Haiz. To be exact, I was having insomnia again. Ish. Then I called dad to chat and he taught me how to sleep. Haha. Talking of it made me laugh coz,I remember in Journey to the west, the actor said that sleeping no nid teach coz we know how to sleep the day we were born. Haha. Ok la..Later update again. Now going to ready to go bck college. Just reach college. Iwas writing this post at bf's hse. He sent me off just now. I wonder he reached home already or not. I miss him a lot. I really feel greatful because he took good care of me when I'm at is place and he let me to come to his place almost every week. He gave me support when I was studying and now he let me to put my things at his place when I have to clear my room during this long break. I'll be having a month break. Can't see him for a long time. I hope will be ok. A month didn't see. wonder how he'll look like when I come back. Well, he just safely reach home. Em..I already planned on what to giv him for Christmas. Hehe..something he'll love for sure. Birthday..wan to give him a surprise but then duno what yet. Em..I'll think about it. =) Feel so happy today..I give myself..90% Haha..

Terrible weekend

Yesterday was so bad. Didn't manage to sleep le. Ish. I went to bed at 10 but then really doze off was around 1 am in the morning. Terrible. And I could only sleep after I drank a cup of hot milo. Haiz. I learnt my lesson again. Never take afternoon nap if not...Haiz...Will be panda lo the next days. Damn it le. Ish. Yesterday till today my mood was terrible. I didn't smile much, feel very sad actually. And I know why actually. I didn't tell him why I'm that way even he asked. I know I'm very selfish for not telling him how I feel. Yesterday night I silly enough to cry because I couldn't sleep and seeing him half awake few times but didn't even ask me why can't sleep I feel like a bit weird. Dunno how to say. Yesterday was terrible day cause whole day we didn't talk much and I felt so emo again so I ignore him as well. But then girls always like this. When not ok will still say ok. I'm that way too. I want him to find out himself. But then I know its hard for him. Hehe. Terrible gf la me. Haiz. Perhaps I really expect too much from him. You know, this few days though I'm with him almost all the time but then I like can't feel him there. Hard to describe. It's like..not having his soul with me. Perhaps he's busy with his assignment that's why he didn't realize that he actually talk less and didn't express much to me. The basic need in relationship also didn't fulfil it lately. Feel like lack of smth. Haiz...I give myself..45%.Hope will ok soon..I'm sorry darling for treating u tis way. Sorry. But I know we will be ok soon. Em..now my mood turn better a little after I told you. Honey hope later when you come bck everything will be fine..K le..STUDY oh!!!

Mum came to KL

Cousins Rox!!

Mum at KFC

Me n Cousin..

Well this event happened last month. It was long time ago. Mum came over to visit me. Main reason..em I also not very sure. It was either to see me coz miss me alot or..as she said, just to see my lovely college. Haha..I guess she wants to see me. Hehe..Okok. She came and we stayed at uncle's house. Then we went to KLCC. Took alot picture. Went to use those Japanese picture machine. Wa..those damn costy le. Next time when girls especially, grabbed u to take picture there dun go. Reali expensive. Haha. But it was fun le. Crazy oni. Haha. N my cousins forced me to put make up. AHHHH. Ish I never really like to put make up. Always look like ghost only. Haha. Em..but the part I enjoy most was walking around Sungai Wang to try clothes and shoes. Haha. Then went to KFC to eat. Yummy. I love Zinger alot!!! Yes..=P Here are pictures took whole day..I miss those moment..

What A Fine Morning..3 Days to go NOT counting today!! WAHAHA

Today woke up quite early. Around 7.30am without alarm. Amazing le. Hehe. Woke up di played with hamsters. It took a long time to catch them. They still very afraid of me. Ish..Nvm. I'm sure they'll get used to it soon. Em..3 more days to end exam, to be free from misery. Haha. Good good. Now waiting for things to end as quickly as possible. Hehe. Oh I think will miss him a lot. Ish. Almost a month cant meet wo. Sure miss le. Ish..I dunno how will I feel that whole month, not being able to see him. I wonder what will his feeling be that time. Is he feeling the same? Will he misses me as how I miss him??
Our Bebe..Bobo n Roski waiting to be bathed

Family...

Me and Bro


Me and Youngest bro
Mum

Dad n Me

The first picture and the forth picture were taken at the KuanYin's cave back in Ipoh. My brother is 13 this year but he appear to be my elder brother rite? Coz he's taller than me di. Time flies. Hehe. Last time he was short and chubby now he is thin, tall and good looking. Haha. Then, my dad. he's the most caring and loving dad ever met. Hehe. From young till now, he never laid his hand on me. Even scold also never. He never punish me or what. He loves me a lot and I can feel it. I used to be very close to him but then he was not so tolerable when I said wanted to have a bf last time. But as time passes, he begins to accept him. Good. Hehe..Then, the second picture was taken back in Sunway Ipoh. He's my youngest brother, aged 11 this year. Big gap huh 19 and 11. Hehe. Well this brother really head strong. Hard to teach him and very noti. 'kik sei' my parents. He has weird hobbies but cant share here coz I sked talk bad bout him. But he's cute actually. Then, the lady is my lovely mother. The one that loves me alot too..Though I always tease her that she misses me whenever she called, and she said no, I'm sure she does loves me and misses me. I love her too. And I love my family alot. Besides bf, they also have the highest place in my heart. =) Cherish ur family my friends. No one closer to u other than ur family. Cheers!

Day out..

Well well..left 4 days to finish exam and to go bck for holiday. Reali can't wait..Haha..then I can see my family soon. Hehe..=)..Day out. Later will be going out to KLCC. Watching movie. Watching James Bond 007. Haha..wonder how the show will be. Dating le. Bf wil be going too. I'm so excited. Today, my mood is damn good. Feel happy. and excited..YES!!!Just came bck from day out. Today's movie was ok. Very exciting. Met few of bf's friends. Em..too bad that didn't really get to know them. But it's a pleasure to meet them..Unfortunately I can't remember thier name from their face. Terrible me. The outing was tiring but enjoyed. Hehe..I feel happy. So, I give myself 80maks.Bf slept di so I curi-curi update my blog. Guess later he'll read. Actually feel very 'hang fuk' because he said it. The words that I was hoping to hear from him lately but didn't. Touched to hear it twice. Thks my love..for telling me.

13th Nov 2008..The countdown continues

2 days back I've started my countdown. Countdown back to Ipoh, countdown to end exam soon. Next Wednesday is the day. I've waited so long for it. Today wanted to drop down something. I've finished the paper that I hated most this sem. Finally it's over. Actually think back it's really a miracle because I never expect to put in effort for this paper. I've worked hard for this paper and going to reward myself soon. Going for movie with bf. Yeah! Em, now I'm actually waiting for time to pass. Waiting for bf to finish class. Looking at the phone, hoping that my bf will say..You can come to stay over this weekend. To tell the truth, I really hope to go over. I enjoy the feeling staying with him. Seriously I enjoy taking care of him, doing his house chores and wash his clothes, prepare breakfast for him, then massage him b4 sleep. Somehow I felt so satisfied with it. Satisfy that he actually said my massage relaxing. I don't know how to say but then I know those who know a girl staying over with bf is not so good. But then to me, as long as I didn't go over the limit is ok. Hehe..To me I know what's important in my life. My family, bf and studies. These are the top priority in my heart..I believe everyone has one too..Ok..left 5 days to go bck..Yes!!!!!!

New Blog

Hey..I've just created my personal blog. Seriously I have a friendster blog. Hehe. Anyway this two blogs are the key to reduce boredom. I hate the bored feeling. So, when time is there, I'll be sitting in front of my laptop, updating my blog. I hope those reading won't feel bored. I intend to take my blog as my diary. So, happy reading le..!!! =)