Brand New Day

Today is Tuesday, a brand new day after exam started yesterday. Today not having any paper. This is reali good. For I can use all the time to focus on Genetics, ASM aka Food Science and biochem for Thurs. I reali hope I can do better this sem. Well perhaps I take it too seriously til I become so damn nervous and sad if I didn't do well. Relax..Chill la. Haha..=) Rosey said the right thing- Dun worry just be hapi and focus on cming one. I will try by best for all paper. So that I won feel regret..=) GANBATEH LAIPENG...Well..now wanna continue writing my post le. Em..Today mood is ok. Calm..and then missing him le. I understand that he needs to work from Mon til Sat and 8a.m til 7p.m. I heard that felt so heartache. I worry that he don't get enuf rest and sick in the end. Need to travel here to Kepong everyday and work til so late somemore. I get more worry over him. Haiz. I hope he can do it.

Moody

Well today exam just started and its = moody mood. Haha..Felt I did badly for this paper. But then I was ok la. Today wat I miss the most is bf. He started working and I was happy for him. But then sad for myself. Coz today..we never talk much and didnt message much. Then he actually promised me to call but then..in the end we talk less then 5 minutes. I waited so long for him, whole day, I was not so in the mood coz of exam. Wanna tell him how I feel but then I got no chance at all. He nid to work I understand. But wat I need is 10 minutes. Wonder I can stand so long- 3 months without him..

The Different Me

Well, just now I read a fren's blog. In the post, she said she felt like crying and she's not doin good there. I dun reali noe the real situation but then I reali worry for her. I hope to c her ASAP. Miss her and last time anything we two like best pal. Go class together stdy together and we always guide each other in studies and very care for each other. But then now we r seperated. I got no idea how she is right now. Worry. I used to be like her. I always cry after I enter Uni. but then, after so many things and guidance from bf and ko, I feel like getting better and studies also ok. But I never think how will it be. I just set myself this mind- Do My Best Will B Ok. So I'll just do watever I can without thinking wat the effects are. I hope Yean will be fine too. Just worry

Surprising Nite

My High Calorie Zinger

Yummy

Necklace

Froggie

Hot air ballon

Yesterday was so surprising. Hehe. I got 2 presents from bf. And it was so sweet of him to sudd of the lights and then wen I turned around I saw the first present- a glow in the dark keychain. Froggie! So cute. I cant stop smiling. Haha..then I went to study and then, the 2nd surprise came. wen I was studying half way he came over frm behind, started doin magic. Mime I think. Like wan put a neclace on my neck. Then, wen I continue studying, he reali put a neclace ony my neck. So surprised. Thks..I love u

Exam soon!

Oh exam soon. I think my study progress ok so far. Hope ok le! 2ml will see him again. Yes!

Long Weekend to Come

Well, few days din write post di. Feel like writing smth. Em.. Past few days I was very stressed and at the same time felt empty, without my soul. Its been a week plus I last saw bf. Well it is not long. Not as long as last time where we didnt get to c for more than a month. But somehow I feel so missing him. Life is so hard to understand rite? Wen we are near to ppl we love we tend to wanting to c them as much as possible and for me, I will go emotional if I din manage to c him. And wen we r far, we never feel like breaking down and just go on wif our lives. I never cry wen I was in Malacca studying. That time I was happy in matrix. wif my roommates and my close Ipoh frens. Now, all of them were scattered around malaysia in different Uni. Haiz. So as my roommates. Tats y I'm lonely here in KL. The oni one that I can count on is bf and now I can count on my koko also. Both of them help me a lot when I nid company and support. Bf always giv undying supports, concern and love. Koko giv me advice and helped me to c things differently. This weekend it a long weekend for sure. Duno do wat le. Haiz. Study study study. Haiz...Well..Valentine but I won get to celebrate lo. Haiz. Wat a bad weekend. Haiz. Nxt week exam, I duno how to go on. Haha..but I think I will be fine...

I Had A Wonderful Evening

My bday present from ko

Ice skating

Kimpachi menu

The japanese steambot

My Unagi rice

Salmon

Steambot dishes

My ko

Yesterday was so damn enjoyable le ppl. Haha.After finished studying, I went out wif Rosey jie and Michael ko. We went for movie at Summit for InkHeart. Em that movie not bad. Then, we all went to play at Arcade. Em, I played that drum game again. With ah ko. Ish, he won me over. Ish. And that was his first time playing it. Ahhhh!!!! Then went play table hockey wif Rosey jie. And..AHH...The thing hit my finger. Bruised di le today. Hehe..Then later get to know another koko..forgotten his name lo. Die lo. Ithink is Yi Chuan. Duno. Hehe..He treated us Sushi at Kimpachi. Yummy. Reali. Ordered alot of things, got salmon, then one of my favourite Japanese dishes- Unagi..wif rice, then got patato salad, a set of japanese steambot, tendon, japanese pork chop, little octopus, and a set of japanese fished fillet. Emmm..Tasty! First time had meal there. I mean..in a Japanese restaurant. WAHAHA. Then, we went to Sunway Pyramid. For bowling. YC ko treat wo. He got very excited actuali. Then they called another fren- Yoon Chuan I think. Haha.. Forget names again. Then b4 he arrive, we 4 of us had Haagen-Dasz's icecream..and..ppl we spent 73++ for icecream oni. Shocking le. And YC ko treated us again. He like crazy di. So sked!. Haha..then went bowling. Me..at first was highest, then went to last place. Sob2..Haha..Then Yoon Chuan ko taught me the rite concept, then the 3rd game, I was first. Haha..so Happy. yea, b4 I forget, I got a present from Michael ko...Espirit watch. Nice. Oh ko so sayang me le. I must not let hm down again le this sem...I enjoyed so much...

OOOOO...So Nice!!!

The front view..Nice??

The 'balcony'

Small lane from outside to inside

English style houses

OOOOO...So nice le the houses yesterday. I went to cousin's fren's hse for CNY open day and this time, the place was at Damansara. It's really beautiful,ppl. Haha. The houses are like those western style, wif 3 storries and then, nearby there are swimming pool, squash center and sauna. Just because it was at nite, I didn't manage to take any pic of the latter places. Ish. But seriously it was beautiful and I was stunned by the breathtaking atmosphere. It was as if in a holiday resort. Damn nice le. Especially those houses facing the pool. More classical and English style, and holiday resort like wif the short palm trees besides them. I was so happy looking at the houses. And at the same time knew a new fren, Emily. The host,s daughter. Young and innocent and I felt happy to share stories wif her, from studies to relationship. And I actually enjoyed yesterday's dinner..I mean after Emily started talking to me!!!..So enjoy the pics.!

I'm Happy Back

Oh..I fell so happy le. That bf ok back. Yesterday both of us were like not happy and didnt talk much to each other. Today we both gt bck together. Ok bck. We said sori to each other and now we r bck to normal. This mornin we both were will in bad mood. I was tired and nid to study. Then he was not in mood. Even I called him he was like no mood to talk to me. And he kept blaming himself. Over smth. But I explained to him and luckily, he understood and now he accepted the fact that I reali love him and din mean to hurt him, plus wat I said were actually true. Haha. And I'm glad that the misery is over and he's ok di. I myself paid attention in studies today and almost finish what I should read. So relieved. I think I must work even harder nxt weekend b4 exam and after that we can meet up di!I cant wait to c him again..

A Tiring Trip

CNY FOOD!

Emotipills..Are like Jelly Beans

Emotipills Like Psycho Pill Oni Le The Name

At first I thought going to my cousin's place in Puchong during this long weekend without bf is a good step, but now, I'm a little regret of cming here. Mainly because I wasted a lot of my time yesterday nite wen I came over here. I went out at 7smth, n finally reached her hse at 2am. Y? Coz firstly, KL to Puchong took a lot of time. Next, I went to my bro's hse wait for him bathe and ready b4 goin to his boss's CNY open day. By the time he was done it was past 10pm. Haiz. Reached the hse and sat there doing nth, already past 11pm. I was tired and wanted to go home. I thought would reach there earlier. Wasted all the time. Then, bro wanted to eat pulak. Padahal he had frens wif him. And he insisted me to cm along. So, I ate and wen all their frens arrived, they all chat and chat and chat...till past 1.30am. So damn tired. And reached home at 2am. Slept straight away. Couldn't stand it any longer. Haiz. Tis morning never wanted to wake up that early but then no choice. I wasted so much of my time I must ganbateh today. Yesterday the atmospere wif bf almost like went to end of relationship. So sked. I actuali realize its my fault. Read magazine yest, that I shouldn't just look at the things that he annoyed me, but I must think of things that he done for me and why I love him. I realize I'm wrong as well. SORRY Darling

Confused

Yesterday I was so confused wif wat I want. I was confused wif my own thought and feelings. Haiz yesterday yueyi sudd said I was lying to myself that I think my relationship wif bf is good. Actually I told her my relationship wif bf is reali good. We never argue so far, so isn't it good?? But it was bcoz she said bf never gav presents never plan surprise. Mayb she felt its weird for a gf not to get presents from bf on birthday. But then I was ok. Wen she said it I terasa di. And asked bf bout it. Ended up we almost like..em..argue. But never. We just kept messaging til the atmosphere went tight. So I was so scared that I will hurt him tellin him my feelings. He asked me did I wan to break up wif him. I never planned to. I dunwan to seperate from bf. I was confused. First I was ok wif the bday thing then wen yy said it I felt sad and disappointed. Wat I wan and expect from him actuali? i also blur..Baby forgive me..for being uncertain bout my feelings..But I'm certain that I love you and never wan to break wif u...

Last Meeting

Today is rather a special day to me. Yesterday I still dreaming and still sleeping in my emotions. I was still like a child, crying for love and crying over nth. But then, someone woke me up from the dream. He made me understand that if I go on like this, if I go on letting emotions over power me, then I will suffocate bf and made him worry. He made me felt ashamed. I am ashamed that I was so emotional over silly things that if look at others, I'm actually better in the sense that I can meet up wif bf coz although he will work soon, he is still in kl area. Unlike that fren, the gf is in canada and its been months since they last met. When I told him I miss bf til cry non stop, he as if scolding me and that made me woke up, coz he is worse than me. I insaf di lo. Ish. I'm so sori. Darling, sorry that I made u worry alot and if i made u feel suffocating being my bf. So sori. Actuali today is special coz it was last meeting wif bf b4 he comes bck again in a week time. Actualli after he comes bck he will start his training and i think we will meet less, thats y i went emo past few weeks and yesterday. I feel very em seh tak him. Reali missing him but then, wat that fren said is true. I should go on wif my own life and studies. Must not let him worry if I reali love him. And now, I must keep this target. I must go on wif my life go strong again bck. I MUST!!! I WILL DO IT! Today had lunch wif bf at Pizza Hut, and after that went bck to his hse and studied a chapter plus. Then we had long talk on bed. He told me he was angry that I told his fren bout my emo things but not him, and I worried til cried out. But then I felt today was a sweet meeting wif him. Coz i was able to express my love to him. I LOVE YOU JC!

I Had A Sweet Birthday

Yesterday was my birthday. I didnt celebrate wif my family but surprisingly a lot frens and even course mates remembered my bday. They wished and my phone kept getting incoming messages. It was so sweet and I was touched. Last year I didnt manage to celebrate with loved ones and I remember I cried on my birthday. It was silly. That time I was watching 'A Walk To Remember' with my ex roommates in matrix. After watching I kept crying coz it was so touching at te same time I missed my bf coz he wasnt there to celebrate wif me and he wished me earlier coz e would be having exam the day after. So b4 12 he slept di. I cried til 12 he called me. And I felt so happy. This year we managed to be together. We went out lunch together on 2nd. Then he ate ice cream together. Wat I regret most was I didnt take any pic wif him. Ish. Nvm. Its ok. Yea..but b4 tat he wished me directly 12.02 am on my bday. He hugged me after saying that. So happy le. We didnt have cake or get presents but then I feel being able to be wif him on this special day is the biggest present from him. And the presents he gave canno be seen or touched but can oni be felt by me. He gave me his love, concern and support wen I nid his most. That's the greatest present I got this year! Thk u darling...

Chinese New Year 2009

Well almost a week since I last worte down post in my blog. Today I'm going to drop down all things that happened this whole new year. Actually I got a lot of feelings thins whole new year. These expression I cant explain it well. This year I felt happy actually that I actually spent time together with my bf's family. It was damn nice. First day I went to his shop to celebrate new year and surprisingly I talked to his mum and helped to clean the mushroom. Then went out lunch wif his relatives and siblings. Somehow felt closer to his family. Then the next day I went there again for buffet. His whole family and relatives were there and he told me that his dad actually said I'm good mannered. I feel happy that the family likes me. Feel closer to them. At my own family I actually din feel as excited as usual. Mayb I bad girl always go out thats y din feel happy at home. Haha.Bad girl me.Well, then yesterday went for bowling wif bf and the parents. Again it was so fun playign with them. Actually b4 I went out my mum was in great fire. She was nagging n scolding my bro. Till this morning she was still in bad mood then wen I talked to her she started to scold me as well. Terrible. And ended up I said smth that hurt her so much till she cried, In the end I said sorry and we were ok bck. Luckily. If not I'll feel guilty all the time. Plus, I cried tis morning wen I realize exam is so damn near that I duno how now. I felt so damn scared and terrible. Bf called and gave me encouragement. Luckily I felt better. Now I'm on9 to find infor botu assignments ad public speaking. So, thats my new year!

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR 2009

Well well Chinese New Year coming soon..My feelings really undescribeable. I feel excited and verry happy and at the same time, I feel worry that I can't finish study in time for my mid sem. Hehe..but I can handle my stress. Now I make sure I study daily and understand what I study. If don't I ask lecturer, which makes me moe confident once again. I hope I can go through it. Em, I'm goin bck this Friday! Wan c family and bf very much. Wonder how r they now? Bf at Ipoh di. Miss him so so so damn much. And this morning mum called to wish me Hapi Bday. Today is my chinese date bday. She remember. So hapi. Hehe..So, wanna wish my readers...Happy Chinese New Year..God bless u all and Good luck in everything,k? Cheers!

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JPD Reunion Dinner!

PAP..aka JPD


Catherine and Me


3 nutri and 1 diet


JPD


Jeremy, William, Me, KarHau and KehLen


Crazy post..I'm the weird one

Well today was damn fun lo. JPD had the first reunion dinner together. At Pudu there. We went for porridge and tomyam steambot. Well it was ok to me. Nice. But I love most was the BBQ steambot. Tat was great. Em..we all ate joked and in the end took alot pictures lo. Then in the end we "Lou Shang" also. Em overall spent about 20 le but I feel worth it. Hehe. So enjoy. Haiz b4 we enjoy, Jeremy, Kar hau and I actuali were damn pissed. We all waited for a fren coz he left out at fac and then we felt weird coz so long also got no reply from him. In the end when I called him, he told me he was in the LRT di.Reaching Pudu somemore, and we, stuck at titiwangsa lo. So damn pissed then wen we reached Pudu, Jeremy picked up a call and I helped him carry his bag and in the end, we din manage to go down train and we travelled to the nxt station to get down and turned bck to Pudu. Haiz. Damn unlucky lo. But in the end we reached the restaurant also. Hehe.. and I truely enjoyed myself today. Yesterday was ok as well. PAP ran well and took pic le. Actuali yest not much feeling. Duno y. Haha! But I enjoyed so much today! Hope such outing will on again in future. JPD rulez!

An Enjoyable Weekend

This weekend was damn nice. I studied, then i managed to eat things that I wanted for long time. First, I ate sushi le. Then, I ate my long waited, and ate oni once a year punya 'yuk kon' or daging salai in BM. haha.Then yesterday was the best. I finally got to eat the chicken prosperity burger from McD. Em..but still, I love McCchicken the best. Haha..and the banana pie. Em, not only thast, I managed to go to Arcade to play wif my bf. Em played the table ice hockey I think. Duno wats the game's name. Haha..then played 'Hit the Crocodile' Em..fun le..Hit like mad girl. Not only that, played the drum game wif bf. I won lo. Haha..coz I more familiar wif the game. Then came bck we both watched Bedtime Stories b4 goin to bed. Damn nice le yest. I enjoyed so much. Not oni that, we had McFlurry too. The last time I ate was last year. Long time ago. And that time was the first time I had McFlurry. Bf fed me till the whole cup fell off. Wasted lo oni ate a few spoon. But yest we finished whole cup Haha

A Boring Day but..HAPPY in the End

Well today actually has nth much special. rather boring actuali. haha. Today we got to noe bout the rules in public speaking. Not only that, my lecturer gave me an impression that she's very strict. Oh god, I think this sem hard to get an A for public speaking lo. Ish. Sked sked le. Sob2. Hehe. Then after that was rather boring day actually except that now, I'm wif bf. Haha. Oh then I ate suchi lo. Yummy. Got my faavourite. Yes! Hehe..Sushi taste too damn good lo. Hehe. Here uploaded a baby pic I took from a magazine and also included a video on our small hamsters. They've grown up now. Damn cute! Enjoy

SoMe CUTE PicTures 4 U All

Wizard Doggie

Yummy!

Santa Here..HoHoHo!

Cookies?Or smth else?

Hugging on soup?

Yummy! Choco donut?

Hey. These r some pictures I got on9. It was from a forwarded email I found it cute and weird so wanted to show my readers! Em enjoy viewing the pictures and thks for reading my blog oh! Haha.. Good day to u all. Cheers! Yerrr....wan add smth le. Ish today so damn mang. So damn kik lo. Yerrr.. Today went up the bus in the morning then got kehlen's message telling me that all classes b4 12 were cancelled. Then I thought of goin to vote le for the PMUKM thing. Then after lining up for more than 1/2 hours, sudd class rep told us that lectures still on. That time already 9.30 and lecture was at 10. So we rushed to take bus and went to campus. We waited for over an hour and in the end, there was no lecture. Damn damn damn kik. Wif the lecturer. Yer!!!!

A Long Wednesday

Some pictures I found cute so wanna share

Today nothing special. Em Kehlen's phone is having crack at the screen. And she looked so worried. I worry for her as well. She looked like almost cried this morning. I worry. But later she ok di. Luckily. Em, then..today went for discussion wif frens. Bout the ASM assignment. Boring le this sem coz so many labs and lab reports to do. The oni lab I enjoy most id..PPM LABS.!!! Wow. Wonderful lo. Hehe. Just now at first wanted to go eat wif bf since nxt class at 5 later. But then I feel bad I'll disturb him le. Hehe..so in the end...I DIN GO!!!