An Exciting Lab

Well today was my first cooking lab. Hehe. I got so excited to go for the lab. Noe y? Coz today we made baked potatoes and..we ate wif tuna. Yummy. Not only that, I'm impressed that I could remember the lecture on microwave oven. And wen Ms. Hana asked bout the microwave I managed to answer her ques. And since then she remember my face and name. Coz of her condition [she was sick], she asked me to brief my frens on microwave oven and she said I can do it. I did it. I was like the lecturer herself lo. So happy wif myself. I'm so proud of myself. I wonder bf noe di what will he say. Will he feel proud that his gf can do it? One thing sucks was the outfit. U c the pic will noe how horrrible I looked in apron and that stupid cap!Hehe..2ml is bf's exam. I so nervous for him le. I hope he can do it! If he's reading this I hope he get my energy! USH USH ------>Transfer my strength to him. Good Luck in exam baby! Another happy thing is that this weekend we'll meet again and my 'brother', Michael said will bring me go makan wo!..Yes! Em..then..smth that suddenly boost up my mood yest was..bf said and promised me will go holiday wif me alone. Damn HAPPY. Thk U love..!

A Moody Day

Sometimes my mood is like weather. Suddenly down suddenly sad. Today I held my emotions all the time until I couldnt take it any longer I called my mum and told her how I felt. She worried again.I duno wat to do. Sob2. =( I hope to be strong but..Haiz. When I saw Kehlen today i felt like crying and tell her how I felt. I wanted to tell her I very sad and stress wif studies. But then, i held back coz I cant breakdown that moment. Then wen JiaLing around she noticed I'm not happy and asked wats wrong. I felt like crying and in the end I cried to her tell he how I felt. And the I went for lecture and then slowly the mood ok bck. Hehe..plus Michael said want to bring me eat 2ml. Hehe..yes!!! But then, I hope to c most is my bf. I wan to c him very much. He actually said wanted to come today to check out on me..but I refused coz I think he should focus on exam this wed. I feel glad that he supported me for so long and always be by my side wen I need him most. I feel happy that he's my bf. Thks darling! Well after came bck..Now, when I'm writing this, my tears dropped automatically I just cant control my emotions any longer. I weak le..God..please make me strong bck...

Duno wat day is today

Em...I also duno wat day is today. Not to say duno today is Sunday, but I noe today is Sunday. I duno how to describe my day today. Haiz. Clearly to me that tonite I must go bck KT. which I dunwan to. But becoz of responsibilities I muz go. Haiz. Suddenly just now I thought of alot of things. Lying down on bed, I thought...after today, I can oni meet my bf at Ipoh. And after he comes bck from Ipoh, mayb can meet a day or more, then, he'll start working and I'll start to go for my mid sem. Things like happening fast and I..really duno what to do. I feel like very very scared to face it. I'm worried and stressed. I duno how and what to do nxt. I sked I cant do well again. I really scared. haiz...What am I suppose to do????????????

Em..An Aching Day

Yesterday worked so hard for that banner, til this morning plu di and ache here and there. Especially the buttock, back and legs. Damn pain le..Sob2.. em today my day was ok. I went to Jusco just now to buy my stock. Haha..Finally, bought my long waited peanut butter spread. haha..today I din cook for bf le. Sick. Haha. But ithink 2ml will cook. Ngek2. I noe wat to cook di. He said he missed my cooking. So happy. Em..just now bf went to help his frens and did discussion with them. I was in Jusco as well. So I went there awhile to ask him to guard my things while I went bck to supermarket to buy..erm...'girl stuff'. But b4 I left i heard they call me 'Ah Sou' Ahhh..me so old di? Hehe..He went to party to celebrate his classmate's 21st birthday. I stayed at home. Eat, watch movie and search info for my assignment. Em..then write this post le..Haha..at the same time..I..syok sendiri. Took picture wif my bear bear sing. This is the name bf gave him. Til now I duno wat the 'sing' means. i'm goin sleep early le..Nite readers!

Am I REALLY WRONG?

Am I really wrong by telling how I feel? IS it very wrong to tell out how I feel and now in the end things turn sour? Is it my fault that my partner couldn't accept wat I said yesterday nite? I kept thinking this morning when I had insomnia after my partner exco told me he felt sad and hurt wif my complaining bout him in front of seniors and other exco. Actually yesterday's session should be a closed one I thought. This incident happen long time b4 this and I actually kind of forgotten it. Since seniors wan us to point out how we feel bout PAP, I just told them that I angry the moment partner asked me to do the banner alone and he looked at me, sitting on a chair. That moment I was really angry. And I angry coz he kept everything to himself and never let me help out. As the other exco I feel useless and bad as well. This morning I got his message I straight away couldn't sleep coz I never expect anyone will tell him as I reminded everyone listened not to tell him even the seniors. Coz I expected such situation like now will happen. And IT HAPPENED! And he knew it thru his fren. I felt angry coz that person never think of the consequences telling it to my partner. Or maybe the person did just that partner cant accept it. I duno.. I duno how to face him anymore. Haiz...Wat should I do? Sori is the oni word I can figure out

Em...Nth Interesting Today

Today class was late but I went there wif KehLen, we both walked. Ngek2..exercise abit ma.Hehe..well today the first lecture I was busy doing the lab report coz the group members drew tha graph badly. So KehLen n I tried fixing it in lecture. Missed the lecture le. Haiz. Then today had vegetarian lunch lo. Hehe. And today first lecture wif Dr Poh, my mentor. She..haiz..picked us to answer question by looking at our shirt colours.Today the unlucky colour is yellow and pink. Unfortunately I wore yellow as well. Haiz. Then nid answer question bout what is Nutrition. Em after a long ask and answer session, she finally asked wat we learnt from this. Then, a girl said...we learnt that we should not wear yellow shirt. Haha. Whole lecture hall filled wif laughters. Tat girl dared to say it. Impressed. Haha. Other than that today ok. But bf said that all new born hamsters died di. Left oni the grown uo babies. So pitiful. Sob2. But no choice le. Haiz. Then..good news is...I can c him 2ml...so happy!!!!

Tiring Day and a Little BAD LUCK!

Today I went to campus early although I didnt hav early class. Went there purposely to take my result slip. I wanted to remark my paper and so this slip I need to photocopy it. Haiz. I went to the shop but it was still closed. Then I went back library to study until 9smth I went down again to photocopy it and left it at the office to certify it. Duno y the system always so slow, it took few hours time to certify little documents. Haiz. So I went there again to take it and posted it thru pos laju. I need to post the slip to my fren at Bangi to enable him to help me remark. Y was it tiring? Coz I finished my class di at 12pm but then the nxt class at 5pm. Haiz. The free time I filled it wif studies and I went to see lecturer and asked her bout uncertain topics. Hehe. Now I understand more. Y was today unlucky? Coz I fell down b4 I got up the bus. We ran to catch the bus and b4 I could go on it, ppl from behind pushed me and I fell. Painful oh! Ish...AHH SO TIRING AND UNLUCKY!!!

Interesting day

JPD..

KehLen n Me

Publicity

Pan Mee

JiaLing,LaiChing,Me,Kehlen

Well, today had an interesting day. This semester all lecturers are funny and lectures are not tat bored anymore. Today had lecture on microwave oven. She taught us how to handle the microwave oven correctly and wat cant put inside. Surprisingly, I laughed. Coz I remember that we cant cook egg inside microwave oven but I did last time and it almost burst. Haha..=) Its serious matter but I played wif it. terrible girl la me. Then, later went for microb class. That lecturer was funny as well and she taught us new things and shared her past experience in Japan. I remember bf wan go there. Haha...B4 tat we had lab as well. Oh god I reali appreciate the lab coz today it was about spectrophotometer, and it was a topic in instru which I hated so much last sem. At least it helped me to und more. Good good. But today nid do lab report. Yea..another thing..I had my first experince..eating 'pan mee' I never had 'pan mee' in my life for 19 years and I tried for first time. Its curry 'pan mee' and tasted ok oni. Not my favourite but it taste ok to me! Proudly I can tell bf..I ate 'pan mee' di! Haha..Then I went for PAP photography session. Hehe..Took pic wif frens and AJK. So fun. Damn happy today!!!!

I'm HAPPY Today!

Today was a happy day for me. Duno y but then I feel excited and happy. Everything like going on well. Class was ok and I smiled alot, feel no stress and I laughed wif frens. Hehe. Then shared stories bout weekend wif my frens. Then, I feel I'm getting used to UKM life and like enjoy adi. I hope bf won worry over me. Of coz there wil be times wen I sudd feel sad, especially wen I goin to seperate wif him. Hehe. But now I think thru di, i shouldnt be sad coz we will meet again for sure and there's phone ma. Every month 35 hours free. Sure can chat more and won lose contact wif him. Anotherexciting and happy news today was..bf decided to stay for degree but this time, he no longer nid to move back to Kampar. He'll stay at KL. We no nid back to our old past time, whereby we met oni once a month and once oni met 1o minutes at Pudu. I dunwan such thing to happen again. Never want that. Very 'san fu'. Hehe. But then, today I was very sick that we got tricked about having early class at 9. We went to fac but no class. Ish if noe no nid wake up at 6 smth. Damn it!!!. Then, worse was, ish ish 23rd Jan...which I suppose to go back at 1.30pm, I found out that tat day I won hav any class. Damn it again. If not I will go bck earlier. Damn it!!!..Ish...Ish..haiz. But its ok I think. haiz..I reali miss u Jian Choong!!! Can we meet this weekend if can?..Plsssss.....

....No mood...

Today out of no reason I feel that I'm not in a very good mood. Somehow I feel a little sad. This weekend I spent time wif bf at his hse. But I think nxt week he won allow me to cm anymore. Although he did not say cant come nxt week but I feel bad if I disturb him study. But at the same time I do hope to see him b4 go bck for new year. Coz cming weekend wil b busy on 18th Jan. And he'll go bck on 21st. NXt week is the only weekend we can meet b4 he starts working. He said we still can meet wen he working but somehow I feel we might be diff from before. Haiz. I feel like crazy di. Duno y I feel sked to face the cming months without him oh. And I still fear for studies. I had thought of stopping study. Mayb coz I sill look down on myself. But..I'm afraid to take up the challenges ahead. I nid his support le...

A new Experince

Today went to Wangsa Maju to carry out our MO program for PAP. It was really fun to be walikng aroung the shop lots, asking for donation. MO programme is an activity to collect fund from people around to help out wif PAP, or Pesta Angpow. So, today I woke up at 6, bathed and went down at 7.15am. But damn it, it was raining since b4 I woke up. But luckily it stopped wen I got down. We walked to campus and gathered to take another briefing. Then, we all set out to our destination, Wangsa Maju. From far I saw Alpha condo di and started telling Kehlen that..' Bf is there, bf is there' Hehe. Then after we devided into groups we headed to the shops. I was so damn nervous until senoir guided and showed us how to ask the people there. Then slowly we never nervous di. Hehe. Tiring and in the end we collected RM 577 wif sm items. So, we rewared ourselves wif McD. Haha. Then, bf came le. So, this weekend not alone di. I'm staying wif him this weekend. Haha..=)We had steambot and BBQ together wif his sister and her bf. It was first time experince le coz I never had steambot wif the BBQ pan exactly beside the pot, surrounding it. I love most was satay chicken. Yummy. But the meal was expensive le and after this must save money di..Still I enjoy and love it!

Back to KT and an Exciting Weekend ahead!

Today is Fri, usually I'll be packing to go over to bf's hse. I'll happy and eager to c him. But we just departed yest nite. I reali felt like crying the moment I got on his car, wen he sent me to the volleyball court. I so em seh tak him. Realli em seh tak. This weekend I'll go on without him by my side. But we will msg and chat for sure. Hehe. I appreciate more coz now we can meet often compared to last time that we met oni once a month or more. So, its ok here. Hehe.This weekend going for fund raising in Wangsa Maju. I never expect I'll go to his area to collect donation for PAP. I was jumping and laughing wen got to noe that's the area we going. Haha.=)Another happy thing is that my logo was chosen to be used as PAPs colar badge. I thought a lot people designing but in the end oni me and KehLen and HengYue designed. Hehe. But I'm happy. Just that nid to change a little..=) Darling, if u reading this, pls dun worry for me. If I'm not ok I'll contact u. Hehe. I'll try b independant k? Thks for trying to make me happy. I'm lucky to have u as my loved one. Thks..Good luck for exam =)Love you so much

A sweet NEW YEAR 2009

Last night, my bf and I were together to celebrate new year. Although I had to finish up my logo last time, but we managed to wait til midnite. We were trying to sleep until we both awaken by the screams and cheers from ppl outside condo. Then, fire works ahead. From his room we both watched the beautiful fire works while hugging each other. So sweet. Feel so warm to be with him to celebrate the event. B4 that, I made him 2 surprises. One is a piece of message telling him that he can do it, and it's enfolded in a red packet. The other surprise was a dinner. He had to go for class til 7 and I planned to surprise him by cooking his favourite dishes. Hehe..I'm glad that he was happy and he hugged me saying thk u. Feel so contented. This morning went bck to KT to hand up the logo and then headed straight to Kepong to buy our hamsters' food. We went to petsmore and his sis's hse. We saw Yorkie le. He still so noti like he used to be. =) Then we headed home and ate. Now darling sleeping di. I wonder this weekend will I be ok to be away from him. He's taking exam soon. I shouldnt be so selfish and shouldnt disturb him study especially during weekend. He even said want to study alone, without me. Sob2. Guess I really wil distract him if I come. This weekend hope can go thru without him. Hehe..I hope I can!

Em I need strength and so does HE

YOU Can Do It =)

Exam is always smth that makes us headache and stress. Especially to those who r not prepared for it. I wil always avoid myself from facing such dizziness thats y i will study at least a month earlier. Hehe. Now that I know bf does not have enough time to study for his final, I feel worry as well. Feel nervous for him, feel stress as well. He started to have the giv up talk..saying he sked he cant do it. I support him and ask him add oil..Darling..ADD OIL. U can do it for sure. U can. If u reading this..i wan u noe that u always the best in my heart. U advice me to do my best n say ' I can do it'. So u muz able to do it as well k? We both muz work hard for our career. U sure can!

New semester

Today just started new semester. Was sad at the beginning but then wen I met my frens and coursemates and started to chat a little, the feelings gone better without knowing it. Hehe. I'm reali amazed that I could be happy today and did not sad like I always did. Dunno y. But I feel happy that he cheers me up and tried hard to make me smile back. Thks my love. Class was ok and I beginning to enjoy as well. Today I smiled a lot. To almost everyone. I feel great. Hehe..Look out le the coming sem, I'm going to do my best this time...although I always did..=p..

More Holiday Pictures!

Do my bear bear looks like professor?

Look meh look?Mei see koh leng lou shu ar?

Bobo and little babies

Nice cod?

Christmas in 1u

Lots of tong yun

Dinosaur eggs

Y daddy wasnt looking at camera?

Wan chicken wing?

New set of sofa and coffee table =)
Lobster belongs to my bro
Yorkie..Bf holdin him
Beloved uncle and me

The holiday almost ends

28/12/08, Sunday

Today I went to shop with bf at KLCC. Today's mood was terrible. I was not happy all the time but then he realized it and took chance to cheer me up. Appreciate that. At first I was struggling to overcome the bitterness that my results was sucks. Then I managed to forget about it. However, I'm still afraid. Even until tis very moment, I'm still afraid to face the coming semester. Yesteray of no reason I suddenly cried. I couldnt hold back my emotions any longer. Many things that I'm facing and almost all are not good things, not those that wish to happen. Like, I dunwan to leave my bf, its going to happen soon. Then, I want to hope to stay with my fren nxt year when she comes to kl to further her studies, and this dream almost vanish wen she msged me telling me no. Haiz. I'm scared that I cant hold on. Darling..I nid u to support me. oh God..wat am I suppose to do? I nid strength and stand up again. I used to be strong, but y? Y am I like this now? I really headache le. god tell me wat to do ...

Wonderful Christmas With Darling

I had a sweet and happy christmas with my beloved darling. We woke up in the morning and I surprised him by putting my specially handmade christmas card on his pillow and wore a christmas hat and pretended to be sleeping. And when he awoke, he hugged me and wished me Merry Christmas. We were so happy and hugged each other. He told me that he didnt buy me any present for christmas. I thought it was true. But then he surprised me yesterday. We decided to go 1 utama to celebrate. When I finished bathing, I went inside and hung towel, to my surprised, I saw a big present...written..' To: Dearest Lai Peng..Ho Ho Ho Merry Christmas. You're in the good girl's list...From: Santa'..I knew it was from him. Coz I never really believe santa flew to Msia to give me presents. Then I walked outside to prepare his breakfast. Again..I saw another present in the fridge with the same message. I was so happy and rushed into the room and hugged him. Saying thank u. but he kept saying its from santa. He gave me a teddy bear and 2 boxes of Ferrero Roche. So sweet., Then we went to date at 1 utama. And watched movie...Yes Man..and...I wanna say...YES..I LOVE YOU JIAN CHOONG..Thks for everything

The Holiday I had In Ipoh

Bro and Me..goin 4 wedding dinner


The dinosaur eggs..tong yun


Brother and me..Yummy chicken wing and ham


Steambot


Prawn, ham and chicken wing


Brandon

I came back from hometown di. I had a peaceful and enjoyable holiday. I went to a lot wedding dinner and had a few dinner together with my uncle's family. It was fun. Hehe..em..Then, another thing was...I could celebrate Tung festival with my family. Hehe.. Made a lot dinosaur eggs..actually is tong yun. Hehe..Em..this holiday encountered alot of things. The relationship between me and siblings got better and so with my parents. Another thing is that my family ans uncle's are getting closer as well. The first week I got back there was to attend nephew Brandon's birthday. He indeed handsome. Alot silly things. I took a few videos. Then, we had seafood dinner and steambot with BBQ. Phew. That BBQ was the most exiting experience ever. It was rainin damn heavily..and then, the water level rised till almost into the house. All we did was continue BBQing and steamboting in flood. Haha..really nice experience. While playing with water we ate and laughed. Hehe..Reali crazy. Haha...Look at the pictures and video lu..Enjoy!

Long Time Didn't Write

Its been a long time since I last posted something on my blog. Haiz. This whole holiday like alot happened. Had sad and happy times. Happy because I could be at home. Sad is because I couldnt see my bf. Yesterday I came bck. I be with him again. It was so nice and I'm really happy to be with him again. But the bad thing bout today was I got my results. I was so shocked. Reali shocked. And at the same time I was really jealous with my coursemate. He got 3.89. Damn geng. Me? 3.13. Haiz. dropped alot compared to matrix. But I shouldn't give up because I didn't study smart like all people did. Haiz. I'm realli terrible. I dunwan worry him again. I should study hard.I should work hard the coming sem. I must...I must!!!!