Chinese New Year 2009

Well almost a week since I last worte down post in my blog. Today I'm going to drop down all things that happened this whole new year. Actually I got a lot of feelings thins whole new year. These expression I cant explain it well. This year I felt happy actually that I actually spent time together with my bf's family. It was damn nice. First day I went to his shop to celebrate new year and surprisingly I talked to his mum and helped to clean the mushroom. Then went out lunch wif his relatives and siblings. Somehow felt closer to his family. Then the next day I went there again for buffet. His whole family and relatives were there and he told me that his dad actually said I'm good mannered. I feel happy that the family likes me. Feel closer to them. At my own family I actually din feel as excited as usual. Mayb I bad girl always go out thats y din feel happy at home. Haha.Bad girl me.Well, then yesterday went for bowling wif bf and the parents. Again it was so fun playign with them. Actually b4 I went out my mum was in great fire. She was nagging n scolding my bro. Till this morning she was still in bad mood then wen I talked to her she started to scold me as well. Terrible. And ended up I said smth that hurt her so much till she cried, In the end I said sorry and we were ok bck. Luckily. If not I'll feel guilty all the time. Plus, I cried tis morning wen I realize exam is so damn near that I duno how now. I felt so damn scared and terrible. Bf called and gave me encouragement. Luckily I felt better. Now I'm on9 to find infor botu assignments ad public speaking. So, thats my new year!

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR 2009

Well well Chinese New Year coming soon..My feelings really undescribeable. I feel excited and verry happy and at the same time, I feel worry that I can't finish study in time for my mid sem. Hehe..but I can handle my stress. Now I make sure I study daily and understand what I study. If don't I ask lecturer, which makes me moe confident once again. I hope I can go through it. Em, I'm goin bck this Friday! Wan c family and bf very much. Wonder how r they now? Bf at Ipoh di. Miss him so so so damn much. And this morning mum called to wish me Hapi Bday. Today is my chinese date bday. She remember. So hapi. Hehe..So, wanna wish my readers...Happy Chinese New Year..God bless u all and Good luck in everything,k? Cheers!

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JPD Reunion Dinner!

PAP..aka JPD


Catherine and Me


3 nutri and 1 diet


JPD


Jeremy, William, Me, KarHau and KehLen


Crazy post..I'm the weird one

Well today was damn fun lo. JPD had the first reunion dinner together. At Pudu there. We went for porridge and tomyam steambot. Well it was ok to me. Nice. But I love most was the BBQ steambot. Tat was great. Em..we all ate joked and in the end took alot pictures lo. Then in the end we "Lou Shang" also. Em overall spent about 20 le but I feel worth it. Hehe. So enjoy. Haiz b4 we enjoy, Jeremy, Kar hau and I actuali were damn pissed. We all waited for a fren coz he left out at fac and then we felt weird coz so long also got no reply from him. In the end when I called him, he told me he was in the LRT di.Reaching Pudu somemore, and we, stuck at titiwangsa lo. So damn pissed then wen we reached Pudu, Jeremy picked up a call and I helped him carry his bag and in the end, we din manage to go down train and we travelled to the nxt station to get down and turned bck to Pudu. Haiz. Damn unlucky lo. But in the end we reached the restaurant also. Hehe.. and I truely enjoyed myself today. Yesterday was ok as well. PAP ran well and took pic le. Actuali yest not much feeling. Duno y. Haha! But I enjoyed so much today! Hope such outing will on again in future. JPD rulez!

An Enjoyable Weekend

This weekend was damn nice. I studied, then i managed to eat things that I wanted for long time. First, I ate sushi le. Then, I ate my long waited, and ate oni once a year punya 'yuk kon' or daging salai in BM. haha.Then yesterday was the best. I finally got to eat the chicken prosperity burger from McD. Em..but still, I love McCchicken the best. Haha..and the banana pie. Em, not only thast, I managed to go to Arcade to play wif my bf. Em played the table ice hockey I think. Duno wats the game's name. Haha..then played 'Hit the Crocodile' Em..fun le..Hit like mad girl. Not only that, played the drum game wif bf. I won lo. Haha..coz I more familiar wif the game. Then came bck we both watched Bedtime Stories b4 goin to bed. Damn nice le yest. I enjoyed so much. Not oni that, we had McFlurry too. The last time I ate was last year. Long time ago. And that time was the first time I had McFlurry. Bf fed me till the whole cup fell off. Wasted lo oni ate a few spoon. But yest we finished whole cup Haha

A Boring Day but..HAPPY in the End

Well today actually has nth much special. rather boring actuali. haha. Today we got to noe bout the rules in public speaking. Not only that, my lecturer gave me an impression that she's very strict. Oh god, I think this sem hard to get an A for public speaking lo. Ish. Sked sked le. Sob2. Hehe. Then after that was rather boring day actually except that now, I'm wif bf. Haha. Oh then I ate suchi lo. Yummy. Got my faavourite. Yes! Hehe..Sushi taste too damn good lo. Hehe. Here uploaded a baby pic I took from a magazine and also included a video on our small hamsters. They've grown up now. Damn cute! Enjoy

SoMe CUTE PicTures 4 U All

Wizard Doggie

Yummy!

Santa Here..HoHoHo!

Cookies?Or smth else?

Hugging on soup?

Yummy! Choco donut?

Hey. These r some pictures I got on9. It was from a forwarded email I found it cute and weird so wanted to show my readers! Em enjoy viewing the pictures and thks for reading my blog oh! Haha.. Good day to u all. Cheers! Yerrr....wan add smth le. Ish today so damn mang. So damn kik lo. Yerrr.. Today went up the bus in the morning then got kehlen's message telling me that all classes b4 12 were cancelled. Then I thought of goin to vote le for the PMUKM thing. Then after lining up for more than 1/2 hours, sudd class rep told us that lectures still on. That time already 9.30 and lecture was at 10. So we rushed to take bus and went to campus. We waited for over an hour and in the end, there was no lecture. Damn damn damn kik. Wif the lecturer. Yer!!!!

A Long Wednesday

Some pictures I found cute so wanna share

Today nothing special. Em Kehlen's phone is having crack at the screen. And she looked so worried. I worry for her as well. She looked like almost cried this morning. I worry. But later she ok di. Luckily. Em, then..today went for discussion wif frens. Bout the ASM assignment. Boring le this sem coz so many labs and lab reports to do. The oni lab I enjoy most id..PPM LABS.!!! Wow. Wonderful lo. Hehe. Just now at first wanted to go eat wif bf since nxt class at 5 later. But then I feel bad I'll disturb him le. Hehe..so in the end...I DIN GO!!!

An Exciting Lab

Well today was my first cooking lab. Hehe. I got so excited to go for the lab. Noe y? Coz today we made baked potatoes and..we ate wif tuna. Yummy. Not only that, I'm impressed that I could remember the lecture on microwave oven. And wen Ms. Hana asked bout the microwave I managed to answer her ques. And since then she remember my face and name. Coz of her condition [she was sick], she asked me to brief my frens on microwave oven and she said I can do it. I did it. I was like the lecturer herself lo. So happy wif myself. I'm so proud of myself. I wonder bf noe di what will he say. Will he feel proud that his gf can do it? One thing sucks was the outfit. U c the pic will noe how horrrible I looked in apron and that stupid cap!Hehe..2ml is bf's exam. I so nervous for him le. I hope he can do it! If he's reading this I hope he get my energy! USH USH ------>Transfer my strength to him. Good Luck in exam baby! Another happy thing is that this weekend we'll meet again and my 'brother', Michael said will bring me go makan wo!..Yes! Em..then..smth that suddenly boost up my mood yest was..bf said and promised me will go holiday wif me alone. Damn HAPPY. Thk U love..!

A Moody Day

Sometimes my mood is like weather. Suddenly down suddenly sad. Today I held my emotions all the time until I couldnt take it any longer I called my mum and told her how I felt. She worried again.I duno wat to do. Sob2. =( I hope to be strong but..Haiz. When I saw Kehlen today i felt like crying and tell her how I felt. I wanted to tell her I very sad and stress wif studies. But then, i held back coz I cant breakdown that moment. Then wen JiaLing around she noticed I'm not happy and asked wats wrong. I felt like crying and in the end I cried to her tell he how I felt. And the I went for lecture and then slowly the mood ok bck. Hehe..plus Michael said want to bring me eat 2ml. Hehe..yes!!! But then, I hope to c most is my bf. I wan to c him very much. He actually said wanted to come today to check out on me..but I refused coz I think he should focus on exam this wed. I feel glad that he supported me for so long and always be by my side wen I need him most. I feel happy that he's my bf. Thks darling! Well after came bck..Now, when I'm writing this, my tears dropped automatically I just cant control my emotions any longer. I weak le..God..please make me strong bck...

Duno wat day is today

Em...I also duno wat day is today. Not to say duno today is Sunday, but I noe today is Sunday. I duno how to describe my day today. Haiz. Clearly to me that tonite I must go bck KT. which I dunwan to. But becoz of responsibilities I muz go. Haiz. Suddenly just now I thought of alot of things. Lying down on bed, I thought...after today, I can oni meet my bf at Ipoh. And after he comes bck from Ipoh, mayb can meet a day or more, then, he'll start working and I'll start to go for my mid sem. Things like happening fast and I..really duno what to do. I feel like very very scared to face it. I'm worried and stressed. I duno how and what to do nxt. I sked I cant do well again. I really scared. haiz...What am I suppose to do????????????

Em..An Aching Day

Yesterday worked so hard for that banner, til this morning plu di and ache here and there. Especially the buttock, back and legs. Damn pain le..Sob2.. em today my day was ok. I went to Jusco just now to buy my stock. Haha..Finally, bought my long waited peanut butter spread. haha..today I din cook for bf le. Sick. Haha. But ithink 2ml will cook. Ngek2. I noe wat to cook di. He said he missed my cooking. So happy. Em..just now bf went to help his frens and did discussion with them. I was in Jusco as well. So I went there awhile to ask him to guard my things while I went bck to supermarket to buy..erm...'girl stuff'. But b4 I left i heard they call me 'Ah Sou' Ahhh..me so old di? Hehe..He went to party to celebrate his classmate's 21st birthday. I stayed at home. Eat, watch movie and search info for my assignment. Em..then write this post le..Haha..at the same time..I..syok sendiri. Took picture wif my bear bear sing. This is the name bf gave him. Til now I duno wat the 'sing' means. i'm goin sleep early le..Nite readers!

Am I REALLY WRONG?

Am I really wrong by telling how I feel? IS it very wrong to tell out how I feel and now in the end things turn sour? Is it my fault that my partner couldn't accept wat I said yesterday nite? I kept thinking this morning when I had insomnia after my partner exco told me he felt sad and hurt wif my complaining bout him in front of seniors and other exco. Actually yesterday's session should be a closed one I thought. This incident happen long time b4 this and I actually kind of forgotten it. Since seniors wan us to point out how we feel bout PAP, I just told them that I angry the moment partner asked me to do the banner alone and he looked at me, sitting on a chair. That moment I was really angry. And I angry coz he kept everything to himself and never let me help out. As the other exco I feel useless and bad as well. This morning I got his message I straight away couldn't sleep coz I never expect anyone will tell him as I reminded everyone listened not to tell him even the seniors. Coz I expected such situation like now will happen. And IT HAPPENED! And he knew it thru his fren. I felt angry coz that person never think of the consequences telling it to my partner. Or maybe the person did just that partner cant accept it. I duno.. I duno how to face him anymore. Haiz...Wat should I do? Sori is the oni word I can figure out

Em...Nth Interesting Today

Today class was late but I went there wif KehLen, we both walked. Ngek2..exercise abit ma.Hehe..well today the first lecture I was busy doing the lab report coz the group members drew tha graph badly. So KehLen n I tried fixing it in lecture. Missed the lecture le. Haiz. Then today had vegetarian lunch lo. Hehe. And today first lecture wif Dr Poh, my mentor. She..haiz..picked us to answer question by looking at our shirt colours.Today the unlucky colour is yellow and pink. Unfortunately I wore yellow as well. Haiz. Then nid answer question bout what is Nutrition. Em after a long ask and answer session, she finally asked wat we learnt from this. Then, a girl said...we learnt that we should not wear yellow shirt. Haha. Whole lecture hall filled wif laughters. Tat girl dared to say it. Impressed. Haha. Other than that today ok. But bf said that all new born hamsters died di. Left oni the grown uo babies. So pitiful. Sob2. But no choice le. Haiz. Then..good news is...I can c him 2ml...so happy!!!!

Tiring Day and a Little BAD LUCK!

Today I went to campus early although I didnt hav early class. Went there purposely to take my result slip. I wanted to remark my paper and so this slip I need to photocopy it. Haiz. I went to the shop but it was still closed. Then I went back library to study until 9smth I went down again to photocopy it and left it at the office to certify it. Duno y the system always so slow, it took few hours time to certify little documents. Haiz. So I went there again to take it and posted it thru pos laju. I need to post the slip to my fren at Bangi to enable him to help me remark. Y was it tiring? Coz I finished my class di at 12pm but then the nxt class at 5pm. Haiz. The free time I filled it wif studies and I went to see lecturer and asked her bout uncertain topics. Hehe. Now I understand more. Y was today unlucky? Coz I fell down b4 I got up the bus. We ran to catch the bus and b4 I could go on it, ppl from behind pushed me and I fell. Painful oh! Ish...AHH SO TIRING AND UNLUCKY!!!

Interesting day

JPD..

KehLen n Me

Publicity

Pan Mee

JiaLing,LaiChing,Me,Kehlen

Well, today had an interesting day. This semester all lecturers are funny and lectures are not tat bored anymore. Today had lecture on microwave oven. She taught us how to handle the microwave oven correctly and wat cant put inside. Surprisingly, I laughed. Coz I remember that we cant cook egg inside microwave oven but I did last time and it almost burst. Haha..=) Its serious matter but I played wif it. terrible girl la me. Then, later went for microb class. That lecturer was funny as well and she taught us new things and shared her past experience in Japan. I remember bf wan go there. Haha...B4 tat we had lab as well. Oh god I reali appreciate the lab coz today it was about spectrophotometer, and it was a topic in instru which I hated so much last sem. At least it helped me to und more. Good good. But today nid do lab report. Yea..another thing..I had my first experince..eating 'pan mee' I never had 'pan mee' in my life for 19 years and I tried for first time. Its curry 'pan mee' and tasted ok oni. Not my favourite but it taste ok to me! Proudly I can tell bf..I ate 'pan mee' di! Haha..Then I went for PAP photography session. Hehe..Took pic wif frens and AJK. So fun. Damn happy today!!!!

I'm HAPPY Today!

Today was a happy day for me. Duno y but then I feel excited and happy. Everything like going on well. Class was ok and I smiled alot, feel no stress and I laughed wif frens. Hehe. Then shared stories bout weekend wif my frens. Then, I feel I'm getting used to UKM life and like enjoy adi. I hope bf won worry over me. Of coz there wil be times wen I sudd feel sad, especially wen I goin to seperate wif him. Hehe. But now I think thru di, i shouldnt be sad coz we will meet again for sure and there's phone ma. Every month 35 hours free. Sure can chat more and won lose contact wif him. Anotherexciting and happy news today was..bf decided to stay for degree but this time, he no longer nid to move back to Kampar. He'll stay at KL. We no nid back to our old past time, whereby we met oni once a month and once oni met 1o minutes at Pudu. I dunwan such thing to happen again. Never want that. Very 'san fu'. Hehe. But then, today I was very sick that we got tricked about having early class at 9. We went to fac but no class. Ish if noe no nid wake up at 6 smth. Damn it!!!. Then, worse was, ish ish 23rd Jan...which I suppose to go back at 1.30pm, I found out that tat day I won hav any class. Damn it again. If not I will go bck earlier. Damn it!!!..Ish...Ish..haiz. But its ok I think. haiz..I reali miss u Jian Choong!!! Can we meet this weekend if can?..Plsssss.....

....No mood...

Today out of no reason I feel that I'm not in a very good mood. Somehow I feel a little sad. This weekend I spent time wif bf at his hse. But I think nxt week he won allow me to cm anymore. Although he did not say cant come nxt week but I feel bad if I disturb him study. But at the same time I do hope to see him b4 go bck for new year. Coz cming weekend wil b busy on 18th Jan. And he'll go bck on 21st. NXt week is the only weekend we can meet b4 he starts working. He said we still can meet wen he working but somehow I feel we might be diff from before. Haiz. I feel like crazy di. Duno y I feel sked to face the cming months without him oh. And I still fear for studies. I had thought of stopping study. Mayb coz I sill look down on myself. But..I'm afraid to take up the challenges ahead. I nid his support le...

A new Experince

Today went to Wangsa Maju to carry out our MO program for PAP. It was really fun to be walikng aroung the shop lots, asking for donation. MO programme is an activity to collect fund from people around to help out wif PAP, or Pesta Angpow. So, today I woke up at 6, bathed and went down at 7.15am. But damn it, it was raining since b4 I woke up. But luckily it stopped wen I got down. We walked to campus and gathered to take another briefing. Then, we all set out to our destination, Wangsa Maju. From far I saw Alpha condo di and started telling Kehlen that..' Bf is there, bf is there' Hehe. Then after we devided into groups we headed to the shops. I was so damn nervous until senoir guided and showed us how to ask the people there. Then slowly we never nervous di. Hehe. Tiring and in the end we collected RM 577 wif sm items. So, we rewared ourselves wif McD. Haha. Then, bf came le. So, this weekend not alone di. I'm staying wif him this weekend. Haha..=)We had steambot and BBQ together wif his sister and her bf. It was first time experince le coz I never had steambot wif the BBQ pan exactly beside the pot, surrounding it. I love most was satay chicken. Yummy. But the meal was expensive le and after this must save money di..Still I enjoy and love it!

Back to KT and an Exciting Weekend ahead!

Today is Fri, usually I'll be packing to go over to bf's hse. I'll happy and eager to c him. But we just departed yest nite. I reali felt like crying the moment I got on his car, wen he sent me to the volleyball court. I so em seh tak him. Realli em seh tak. This weekend I'll go on without him by my side. But we will msg and chat for sure. Hehe. I appreciate more coz now we can meet often compared to last time that we met oni once a month or more. So, its ok here. Hehe.This weekend going for fund raising in Wangsa Maju. I never expect I'll go to his area to collect donation for PAP. I was jumping and laughing wen got to noe that's the area we going. Haha.=)Another happy thing is that my logo was chosen to be used as PAPs colar badge. I thought a lot people designing but in the end oni me and KehLen and HengYue designed. Hehe. But I'm happy. Just that nid to change a little..=) Darling, if u reading this, pls dun worry for me. If I'm not ok I'll contact u. Hehe. I'll try b independant k? Thks for trying to make me happy. I'm lucky to have u as my loved one. Thks..Good luck for exam =)Love you so much

A sweet NEW YEAR 2009

Last night, my bf and I were together to celebrate new year. Although I had to finish up my logo last time, but we managed to wait til midnite. We were trying to sleep until we both awaken by the screams and cheers from ppl outside condo. Then, fire works ahead. From his room we both watched the beautiful fire works while hugging each other. So sweet. Feel so warm to be with him to celebrate the event. B4 that, I made him 2 surprises. One is a piece of message telling him that he can do it, and it's enfolded in a red packet. The other surprise was a dinner. He had to go for class til 7 and I planned to surprise him by cooking his favourite dishes. Hehe..I'm glad that he was happy and he hugged me saying thk u. Feel so contented. This morning went bck to KT to hand up the logo and then headed straight to Kepong to buy our hamsters' food. We went to petsmore and his sis's hse. We saw Yorkie le. He still so noti like he used to be. =) Then we headed home and ate. Now darling sleeping di. I wonder this weekend will I be ok to be away from him. He's taking exam soon. I shouldnt be so selfish and shouldnt disturb him study especially during weekend. He even said want to study alone, without me. Sob2. Guess I really wil distract him if I come. This weekend hope can go thru without him. Hehe..I hope I can!